Magical World Of Nadney

2006-12-31T08:44:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year People

2006-12-22T09:54:00.000-08:00

H I A T U S

I think this is my last post. And i oso think I love blogging but then again once in a while i donno wether i really love blogging or there's some other factor why I blogged. But nevertheless I am happy wif the frens that I had gathered along the way. Maybe or maybe not I will write again once in a while but till then, so long everyone.

Bye,
Nad Nad

2006-12-11T08:13:00.000-08:00

Mommy And Daddy Are Away :Home alone 6

I was so depressed yesterday coz my mom sms-ed me ,saying she'd like to chat but my line was down. Alhamdulillah at 9 pm line was ok,but mommy n daddy were already asleep according to my sister. I was so sad again because by the time I woke up ,they might have been on their way to Kelana Jaya already.

My sister did a good job by ringing me the moment my mother woke up[12.56 am GMT +3 ye ye je donno the longitude ekceli :p ] ,so I got my chance to say i love her i love her. I did that by stream of sms-es already but it was just not the same.I've already talked to my dad yesterday. Gossiped a lot,and his usual "nasihat" .Uhuhuhu. My mom also gave me the same "nasihat"

My lil bro,is currently with my youngest sister.Hope she's able to hold the fort on her own as my other sister is away on some bina diri camp. And I am not there either. But I kno she can do it deep down. I had been lobbying to my mother so that she wont have to go to KL ,our relatives' houses or having other people to live in our house. All of them are just like me, we love our own space,and our own time while doing work,we love to surf the net til the wee hours,watch movies while some of my aunts n uncles' family live by different rules. Hopefuli I did the right thing. If anything bad happen to them I wil be utmostly sad and can be said responsible[aiyooo,adek2 sekalian,I have faith in u guys]. Please pray my darlings n dear, He will keep my family safe n sound for me. Tq.

I just got my first daily report from the headquarters, Haziq is doing fine. Currently sleeping. He is being super good today. Way to go bro.Muaxxxxx.

Short note : A very good friend is back from his holiday .Welcome Back.

Awa Haziq Ibu

Ayah Haziq Awa

Haziq x saketla sumer.Haziq anak manja je kekeke

Love,missing my family more and more,
Nadrah

2006-12-06T12:17:00.000-08:00

Update People Update !!

I found this survey interesting because it's in Bahasa. And beside I love doing all these surveys hehehe.And it's kinda the easiest way to update my own blog ahahahah. Cheerios Mates~

1. Kekasih saya adalah : Allah

2. Saya sedang mendengar : bunyi klik klik klik dari Yahoo Mesengger

3. Mungkin saya patut : memakan lebey banyak clarinase to stop this runny2 nose

4. Saya suka : makan soto

5. Sahabat-sahabat baik saya : adalah yang saya senangi

6. Saya tak faham : naper saya masih sakit di jari kelingking

7. Saya rindukan :haziq dan bilik saya kat mesia dan juga mak ayah saya

8. Ramai yang berkata : "apa kes"

9. Makna nama saya di muka depan :nur adala cahaya,nadhrah adalah indah ke ok..luper..ke seri..mana2 lah.ustaz2 sila tarjim

10. Cinta itu : adalah fitrah tanya naneen..atau yg menumbuk punching bag

11. Disuatu tempat,seseorang sedang : berusaha tuk tido

12. Saya akan cuba : bangun awal dan study madi

13. Ayat SELAMANYA membawa maksud : abadan abada

14. Saya tidak akan/pernah mahu : untuk menjadi malas belaja..tp saya mmg malas jua belaja

15. Telefon bimbit saya : da dua tahun,saya tunggu orang kasi saya fon

16. Bila saya terjaga dari tidur di waktu pagi, perkara pertama yang akan saya fikirkan ialah : owh dear i have to go to class again

17. Saya paling meluat bila :
orang jerit2 kat saya

18. Pesta/Parti adalah : tempat syaitan2 berkumpul

19. Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah : hamster saya

20. Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah :
sekarang

21. Hari ini : saya rasa penat..dan agak kecewa..muahahah

22. Malam ini saya akan : menghafal diameter2 dan distance2 dalam pelvis

23. Esok pula saya akan : gi skolah tengok mommy2 beranak lagi sambil berharap ada anak kemba ke atau kes2 menyeronokkan

24. Saya betul2 inginkan : anak saya sendiri ahahahaha

25. Ketika anda lihat wajah anda di cermin: saya akan tersenyum

26. Pusat membeli-belah atau arked permainan : mempunyai sebuah kenangan kelaka

27. Makanan Barat atau Jepun : barat, jepon banyak x masak

28. Bilik yang terang atau gelap : terang waktu belaja..suram waktu tido

29. Makanan segera adalah : ada yg sedap ada yang tak paling best mee maggie ada gamba mawi

30. Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan pada seseorang : wa tammat kalimatu

Winter time in Tokyo:My latest sarung tangan for my own winter collection

Nu socks for winter oso

Butterfly for my scrub--bukanla ia Miss Butterfly

Yours truly ironing her butterfly on her green scrub

Nyeh nyeh..final variant~~

Announcement :

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Love,well u done done me n u bet i felt it,
Nadrah

2006-11-27T02:02:00.000-08:00

An Addled Mind Yet Sanity Is Kept [merasa translate sendiri masing2]

Okie . Many things happened to me this week. And not only to me to those around me too. It seemed this was a week of trials n tribulation. Yet,I managed to go through it unscathed in which I m grateful to the Almighty. I wil not go into details about other people's personal prob but would very much to rant about mine. Darlings and dears please bare wif me for a while since this may not be a happy post n may not reveal much :p.

The beginning of the week, I was very2 happy because of the arrival of the former mentioned parcels. From there it started going downhill. I had had a row with a person so close to me . In which silence ensued for about 8 hours. Hmm luckily both are grown ups . And it was true u tend to feel quite sensitive to those very dear to ur heart. Ever imagine why? I am glad that part of problem was solved amicably.

And on Monday I received a video from a lil one who knows I didnt approved of her conduct. And I am here to say u will get nagged more often than u would like to. Am relatively sad yet well everybody wanna have fun once in a while hehe. LoL.If I were there I might have done the same thing u did,hmm?

And then I was buoyed with anger because I felt that an injustice had been done to a very dear person to me. Although it was not my problem. Yet I felt the anger and pain too. Am so sorry I was being emo unnecessarily. But I guess all is well now?? Apa kata puak2 bertelagah? Matilah sajer je menambah drama kat sini..ehehehehe..

And a person I have lost contact wif for almost two years altho living very much close to each other sent an sms saying he had broke up with his 2nd consecutive galfren. Being much addled in the brain already I sent a spiteful sms not the usual people loving me sms es..hehe..merasa kau! padan sangat. Anyway which u all the best for ur future undertakings. We are frens before and will remain like that. No hurt feeling I hope.

My lil sis overhere went to club last sat. Wasquite upset too. But she is a Hindu. So tak kisahla..But am just worried anything bad will happen in that kind of locale.

It happened my Usrah's topic for this week was "friendster dot com " . Merasala masing2 dizipzasi but then again hey man it's the cyberspace ;-)

Oh yeah,my acne pic was plastered in some crazee [yet a gud girl overall,just a lil bit loose in the head ]girl frenster n myspace . But she had taken those ugly woogly pics off. Thank God. I am about to go berserk again while writing this. It's not THE time yet,but maybe the moon is affecting me. And all those sad stories that revolve help to the cultivation of mengada-ness. Thnk you for bersabar.

Glad glad glad. I am happy again today discussing wif frens about trip to various part of the world while sipping hot coffee and eating pastries in a cafe nearby my hospital . Just glad my life is surrounded with normal people.

Used to have a bracelet lyk this,wif the name of my frens engraved on it [buat dekat terminal one ] and logo adidas and ada love berpanah. But I lost it masa pindah rumah. Unfortunately

Love, loving people again,
Nadrah

2006-11-21T09:06:00.000-08:00

Euphoria : I feel like it's christmas~

Yeay Yeay, i got two parcels today. I collected them in the nearby post office or fondly known as pejabat pos uni. I was told off earlier to go and get my passport which pretty much dampened my spirit a bit.So i went to the post office after lecture was over with Acap ,mebbe not bodily but metaphorically and spiritually. Hahahaha. I forgot wether I miscall u or not wahai Acap~

Not so much problem this second time around,everything went smoothly.The kakak kaunter was very nice.Flashed me a smile before giving me the parcels. I stopped by buying bananas before rushing home .

And I ripped the smaller of the two first and yeay it was from KILO [i din managed to read the name he wrote on the box at first ngehngeh]..A citarasa paperweight and a love-letter..Hahahah just kidding..but a letter none the less, luckily i was able to decipher all the "CODED" information .[I dun have the heart to tell how so like HOUSE MD the handwriting was..hihi] Thanks Thanks Thanks .I feel lyk it's my birthday boley kilo?

And then I opened the second box,it was from some other country's royal.Ahahah. The adjective part I strongly rejected. There's this stamp wif my name in Arabic Language which I've been waiting to use for like ermmmmm how many weeks already. Knowing that it has been used a number of time without the bearer of the name's permission intensify my desire even more! ahahahaha..and then there are keychains inside the box, a wintery theme keychain complete wif a muffler and also a sexy long legged girl keychain. And also a kad raya on the very last day of Syawal itself. Thank You sesangat~And to senpai,Waalaikumussalam ~

Oh yeah, I got a kad raya from sorang budak busuk yesterday. Thank you okeh afiq-kun!!!! finally what u sent I get to receive, Thanks hihi (^_~)

To all of you,thank you vewy vewy much. I'm very ToUcHeD [terus pasang lagu background touched by an angel]

The two parcels safely on my working station

Paperweight orang tengah men gitar dalam keadaan tatau berdiri atau duduk

Surat itu ;-)

Kotak Yang Citarasa Jua..tp yang pink tetap citarasa first sekali

Bird's Eye View

Si Kecil Bermufler..shud i name him darlings n dears?

Pompuan sexy,pakai skirt (>_<)

Kad-kad raya yg dinyatakan,yg besar dari Afiq yg kecik dari yg pernah menggelar dirinya PNG

Inilah cop ituuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!!!! dia akan tergolek setelah dicop

First thing first,mengchop buku2 yg comel kepunyaan diriku

Love,the seronokness lingers ~ domo arigato minna ~,
Nadrah

2006-11-14T13:14:00.000-08:00

A Random Jot Down From Future Famous Novelist :p

Ahhahhahaha..guys and girls darlings and dears,seriously I din know what to write anymore. Nothing interesting had been happening these past few weeks except open houses open houses and open houses.[They were interesting yet I procastinated writing about them and now they were old stories ,nothing to tell ] Beside that life as a student is as hectic as always. And I had changed my daily routine it seemed,even my circadian rhytmn is not the same anymore these days. Since almost all lectures had finished only three subjects je lagik, most of my evenings are free so I use that spare time to study so that during the nite I can do movie watching,series- watching,chatting,gaming,reading novel,kacau-ing neighbors and oso sleeping. Well well well, mebbe becoz the nite is longer than usual nowadays..winter is approaching..grrrrrrrrrrrr

Started my paed cycle a few weeks back,among the toughest subjects so far. I have to rearranged my facts to accomodate these little people,since their body are smaller,so is their medication dosage. And have the remember different norm for them. And then had to be extra extra cheery.

The most poignant incident which I want to share wif u guys is, once , in Titova Children Republic Hospital [in Crimea,there are three children hospital catering for children from newborn to 17 years old] I watched how a nurse tackling a child whom his blood is needed for futher testing. The girl a young tartar was totally kewl n awesome but that's a different story, I'd like to tell about this 2 year old boy who was slapped by his mother many times because he cried. He was afraid so he cried and yet his mother failed to console him and resort to harsh treatment by slapping the boy. UhUhuhu,my heart went out for him. Beside the fear of being pricked by the pwetty pwetty nurse he was scolded and screamed at and also was slapped in front of 8 comel2 people.Cian die..meh balik mesia meh.

And I had a cute 5 year old patient who is so so so polite and very accomodating. I wish all my future little patients are as polite as this little guy.Ameen. So young yet had the wisdom like an old man.Sickly sweet smile. Hatiku tertawan.

My thumb is hurting again,adoiii, so I will leave u guys here to ponder upon my pictures..hehehe.. The pictures are not resized properly I havent discovered the full use of ACDC yet.

Budak baek,sapa kat sebelah? Maka tatau

Ketika berinai bersama rakan2 selepas balik open house

Siput yg diingatkan bola oleh ramai orang,motif x reti beza siput dan bola?

First raya - Khas utk Kak Ila

Ketika negeriku dilanda salji selama tiga hari- Salji sesat

Da petang salji dijalan da cair but not on the tree tops

Sekarang da x de salji dah,but the coldness lingers

Love,loving every minute sitting next to the heater [sobah ke ok?] ,
Nadrah

2006-11-02T10:02:00.000-08:00

Summary Of My Hari Raya [BLOGGER REVISITED]

Hehe, I knew I knew it has been quite for some time from the time I last updated my blog but then again I was pretty busy with my end of Therapy cycle and the starting of my Paediatrics cycle. So there's not much time to write when you have to write case reports and then assignments and also disease reports. I can do YM or MSN but I seriously cannot blog when I am doing all of the above. I can even mapling while studying but multitasking has it's own limit I guess. Finally I found something which needs my 100 erm 80% concentration? [am watching Gol n gincu series]

Lets start wif Syawal Eve :

I went to the mosque, takbir raya time.. hoping to watch a few red eyes together wif my frens..hehe..but everybody seemed sober and no one even shed a single tear..Alahai..or mebbe there were a few girls back there who cried but then we wanted to watch guys cry actually.So no luck this time around mebbe next Raya Haji I hope.

I went to a fren's Deepavali open house straight after takbir. hehe.

~~Owh akan bersambung di hari yang lain~~~ [This is where I last stopped]

Yeay yeay guys.. I think I m up for some storytelling again today hehe. My mood soars sky high today :-) .Where was I girls? [And guys oso opcoz]. Okie Deepavali party. Out of my usual 8 ppl raya party [it has been going on for two years in the running,my raya party has always consist of the same 8 girls and a guy,but the guy was busy today so he wasnt in any of da piccas] only me and Zainul went to Shyam's Deeparty.We still had a blast,eating all the yummy Indian dishes. Catching on the latest non-Malay juicy gossips and yeah of coz discussing about heavy medical related stuff and the lot [I so hate talking bout tis kind of thing when I m in a party mode. Part n parcel of being a medstudent I guess]

Went back to my room, ironed my clothes. Ym-ed my usual people.Send sms-es to my family. My lil sis replied and she was astonished to know that I will be raya-ing earlier than she is when she puasa-ed one day earlier. A lot of raya wishes n sms-es.A lot of sms asking for duit raya oso.Sleeping hugging my phone tight.

1st day of Raya

On the first day of Raya my true love brings to me
[nothing]

I woke up early despite sleeping late.Mandi sunat hari raya. Bersalaman bersama rumet gaya rumah2. Then both of us drink Mylo before heading to perform Raya prayer. The Khatib delivered a sermon in Arabic. Y'ol I tried hard to listen but my arabic is sooooo rusty I din even understand what he was saying beside haza ,hazihi..hahaha..Even the arabs lady were talking,and then my fren brought her camera out. And u kno what comes next. PICCAS~

Nasi Minyak,Rendang Ayam,Kuah Kacang,Nasi Impit and LEMANG were served after Solah. And the Arabs community prepared special manisan-like kueh. I asked the old auntie she told me but I forgot wat it was.Nevermind I will ask again next year insya-Allah.Tartarian Muslims also made some karipap-like kueh and cola drinks.Kudos to the people who cooked superb malaysian dish on raya morning.

Straight afterward I went to my mak n abah's house together wif my other classmates.Kinda like anak-anak pulang berhari raya pada satu syawal. When we arrived they were not yet dressed in their raya attire but was still clad in old t shirt membakar sate. Sob Sob Sob. Mak is 7 month old pregnant sob sob sob. Uhuk uhuk. It was the best satu syawal so far in Ukraine. There were satay,kuah kacang,nasi impit,rendang daging,rendang ayam,air teh,air oren,air limau.amik~

At 12 noon,I went to the hospital checking on my patient and I need to talk to the consultant bout the patient. I receive a tonguelashed coz a few of my data were wrong. But she softened a bit and wish me a happy hari raya before giving me a bear-hug. Ololololo bucuk2. Daddy sms-ed me and he said ."Duit raya dah masuk.Checkla di mana2 bank berhampiran. Slamat Hari Raya.Jgn Nakal2". Later my adik SMS-ed me, "Kak,ayah said he had banked in ur duit raya.Go and check wokay." I was lyke wow berapa juta [rupiah] nie..hahahaha...

Went back to my room was asked to change to drier clothes,my baju raya is a wee bit wet becoz of the rain [ujanla tp skett jer] before going to a close fren's room. Patotnye ada sesi bertukar2 duit raya but almost half of the party forgot to bring angpows.Chettt..Was cordially invited to go to Arabski Raya Celeb on the evening. I passed.While the rest of the team went .

Room Sweet Room.

2nd Day Of Raya.

I HAVE CLASSES. SO NO STORY until 12 o clock. Finish school for that day. Tuang-ed lecture. Went to my chief's house. Closed House.Open for classmates only. Hehe. Maka berlagha. There was a piano,2 of my classmates were 9th graders [piano lah kan] so they played quite a number of nice songs. Mebbe the piano was broken I guess Ahhahaha.

The nite, I missed an invitation to a deepavali party after a hot debate regarding Muslims attending deepavali parties. I think it's not wrong but then I am not sure I need to go get 2nd opinion. I asked la a haji. Hehe.

Last week, 6th day of Raya

Okay lets speed to Official Raya Celebration With Malaysian Ambassador. I was supposed to do the slide but my windows movie maker went boncus.Send watever needed to be sent to another member of the bureau.Pity him had to do it all by imself since the other guy's WMM oso malfx.Motif? The guys and the girls were segregated girls in the left side,the guys on the right.[Alimnye ok]. Last year it was vice versa.So I got to watch the perfomances from a different angle this time around.

We arrived quite late,due to my friends' mak datinnes re-make up ing and re touch-ing their make up. Kill time by chatting and nyanyi-ing raya song wif my roomie using our highest pitch we could muster while letting the rest of the girls hogging the one n only mirror in our room. Haha. Should have recorded the calamity of all the future datins and puan seris.I used webcam to apply my compact powder n etc. HaHaHaHa.

I missed singing the national anthem!!!!!!!!!! <--I love singing Negaraku when I am outside of Malaysia .And I missed the ambassador's speech [applause applause for myself]. I missed the president's speech [another round of applause]. I missed raya-coordinator's speech [The star was certainly aligned to be on my side ]I missed my uni's rector's speech [Pap Pap Pap] and just straight to the first performance. Talk about being lucky.Ahahahah.Just my luck I guess.

I had fun wif the performances.The slide show was superb. Monyot used a lot of Malaysian dishes in his slide.And the crowd were simply oooohh-ing and aaaah-ing ,a clear sign of rinduness can be seen all over [memandai jer,dewan tu gelap~!] .The pantomime was great also. And I like the nasyid best of all,since the singers' diction were very clear.They were singing an english nasyid.

And later on as usual,makan time and brgamba time. I felt like I m a diva. Hahha.since this year's raya theme seemed to be concentrated on green and blue colors there were a lot of theme piccas.Like blue ppl having pic wif blue ppl. Alternate green n blue but some red capok2 also want to enter.Deleted the piccas dy. Bluekk..hahah. Owh dear, my head was spinning lyk gasing but I bravely endured the ache [hmm,i just love camwhoring ekceli] while socializing. Met the ambassador's husband. He is a nice old man.Very fatherly. His sons' trailed behind him. Didnt understand a word of Malay I guess. Phhbbbbttttttt!.

Went home,tired yet happy.

Okie I guess that's it. I still have a lot of open rooms and houses to go. But this raya is quite an enjoyable one. And Mr. Ihab now there's no excuse for you not to update. Dengar tak?

[p/s: the gamba i 'll upload later coz i m downloading anime and i dn wnt to stop them.Thank u for u patience. God Bless America .Na'ah. God Bless Us All ]

Satay

Rendang

Kuah Kacang

Tangan2 Riang Di Aidilfitri

nak letak gamba lain,tpkan dah upload gak kebanyakan di frenster.maka sumer sila pergi frenster sajer ..mekasih

Love, while looking at my henna-ed hands,
Nadrah

2006-10-22T13:21:00.000-07:00

~ Salam Aidilfitri ~

Cantik tak banner yg dibuat DIY

Dikesempatan ini, saya Puteri Nurnadrah Binti Ramalan ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Raya buat ibu dan ayah dikampung, adik2 di kampung,nenek,paklong,maklong, pakngah,makngah,paklang,maklang,pakjang,maknjang, chenor,cheyem,ucu,makucu dan sepupu sepapat terchenta tak kira dimana2 juga kalian berada tatkala begema takbir di hari raya.Banglong Kaklong,bangteh,Angah,Banglang,Acu Piyan n phamily gak..

Eid Mobarak kepada para sahabat yang belajar di negara-negara telok..yg eksen lg mengeksenkan tetapi citarasa tenkiu sbb menolong membuat benda alah diatas,yg bilik x kemas sekarang da kemas,yg comel lg begaya,yg akan menyimpan rambut panjang,yg menyorok kueh dibawah tv,yg sedey parcel x sampai,yg baru jer berpindah rumah kerana rumahnya diambil junior dan kepada pembaca2 rahsia lolz. Semoga korang bersabar kerana hanya akan raya pada ari Selasa. Heheheh

Happy Eid kepada handai taulan yg berada di United Kingdom dan ex pelajar sana seperti bunga pilihan dan jejaka idaman,penyanyi bersuara emas yg menampal gambanya didalam kadraya,yg da x aktif berblog tp aktif berdakwah dan yang naik train 47gbp dan x mo top up duit petrol, yg tiap2 hari terakhir ramadhan adalah lelatulqadr,yg hantar kad raya tp x sampai serta berbalak bernama hussain,dan yg tinggi lampai lg mommy kepada hosmetnye,juga miak sawak nak ditipu pakistani landlordnya,

Kepada rakan2 di Malaysia yang sangat tak perlu merasa syahdu lantaran mak dan abah adalah 2 cm je jarak ketika dipelok seperti sorang kakak yg suka mengspeku hatta kini dia berada disawak masih aktif speku teknik sms kahkahkah,sorang yg takde baju melayu baru pada thn ni tp akan memakai baju ijau striking,sorang kakak yg asik tegolek dikatil lantaran kepenatan bekerja,seorang yg amat menyayangi sumer orang dan hanya slalu mengomen di tagboard walopun haloscan da disediakan, yang menjadikan sunbear sebagai maskot dan sering x keluar utan juga tak lupa jua buat mommy hasya yg sedang bizi membuah kueh dikampong alamannye

Kepada sahabat sahabiah who keep me sane during all my four years in this cold cold country..TQ v much and a happy hari raya to u. Kepada kawanku yg sangat lama ku kenali, jempot2 datang ke crimea dan mari rocking n rolling.Kpd kawan2 sukaria dan dukaria [bila sedeypon kene ketawa ye dak?] makaseh.Kepada sumala..I lap u all~~~~

And last but not least to those yg terasa dilupakan please fill in this blank,nanti nad tambah ahahah __________________________________

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
ESOK RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

Love,dengan perasan euphoria x tentu pasal,
Nadrah

2006-10-15T11:20:00.000-07:00

Friendship : A sinking or a floating ship

I've been thinking furiously lately about friendship and those who are friends. It seems that there is almost no end to those trying to define 'friendship,' so who am I to buck the trend.

There are, of course, different degrees of friendship.An adage I heard once, "Nothing in the world is friendlier than a wet dog." A dog seems more than ready to have you share in its condition of 'wetness.' And cats too.Cats are cuddly and you can tell they love you when they came to u purring and 'bergesel' at your feet. But to my mind, that is not necessarily the best type of friendship in which to share.

On one level, friendships are very simple. They are the bonds between people who enjoy one another's company. But probe deeper and it's evident that there is no consensus about what it means. Try talking to people about friendship and it becomes clear that while people value it and seek it, there is also much confusion, hesitancy and disappointment about friends in many people's lives. Friendship is one of those areas full of hidden assumptions and unspoken rules. We only discover that our friendship doesn't mean what we think it does when those assumptions clash. Hmmm~~

Sometimes the people we deemed our friends are not really ours . But those who we thought didnt think an ounce about us were the one who are the first to come in time when we need some shoulders to lean on. I've got tonnes of friends many of whom I am still in contact with and even many more I had lost traced of . It is like they disappear into thin air. And there are friends who are just not like how I first met them. They had changed. And I had changed. And when people changed they collide there's this kind of irreparable gap which appears. It is said we changed for the better but what if the change that made us grew apart from each other? What we need to sustained a long lasting friendship is communication.Once you stopped talking for quite a period of time,the next time we meet trust me it just wont be the same anymore.

In this month of Ramadhan,I am really hoping that all those friends that I have today in this very minute and very second will still be my friends when the next Ramadhan comes and the Ramadhan after. Ameen Ameen Ya Rabbal Alamin.

The Arrow and the Song
by Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

I shot an arrow into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For, so swiftly it flew, the sight
Could not follow it in its flight.

I breathed a song into the air,
It fell to earth, I knew not where;
For who has sight so keen and strong,
That it can follow the flight of song?

Long, long afterward, in an oak
I found the arrow, still unbroke;
And the song, from beginning to end,
I found again in the heart of a friend.

Harga kasih sayang sorang kawan pabila tau daku tringin makan ayam yg dimasak di dapor sendiri

My petisejuk kan rosak

Thanks sangat2..jasa korang ku kenang..knowing i can always count on u

Love,loving all my friends :-),
Nadrah

2006-10-09T10:17:00.000-07:00

Past, Present & Future Birthdays

This entry is written to celebrate the coming of age [puberty ke ok lol~ ] haha kidding,of three good n dear friends of mine.A rose and two thorny sharpy sharpy thorns :p

Past

The rose that I'd mentioned

The first one who celebrated her birthday was Kak Lyn,her birthday was yesterday. This gentle soul is now 24 years old. Had just recently graduated and is now working and spending her leisure time either sleeping or eating yummy food. Her works had been taxing her from freely accessing the net like she used to .According to a DEAR [but suka berebut] fren,kak lyn is a girl with few words. Luckily the DEAR can talk enuff for both of them during their outing to MINES [hahahahah..agak2 korang will i be burnt to ashes by my DEAR ratu speku.Miss u Ratu..repair ur internet cepat] Happy Besday KakLyn Cayunk~~

Present

The ever kawaii Deqjad

This boy erm man is 19 years old today. God Bless Him owez. I had never met him yet I felt like I've known him for a life time. [Mebbe becoz there's this one ratu speku who love to talk about this guy.He's a looker of coz].He is a sweet person, another gentle soul. He can be a very good listener yet a conversationalist he is not. I heard from a not so gentle soul,nowadays he has a big fanbase.I m jealous like crrrrazyyy ahahha..anyhow. Heppi besday Ijad dearie.And Again I hope u will lead a blessed life.

Future
[The future is ekceli around the corner tomorrow]

Az Zakingompol , The Javanese

Hmmm..wat can I say about this poser overhere.Hehe.He loves to take tonnes of piccies of himself.In various position.Various facial expression. His daddy has his own band.His mother has her own restaurant.He is a fren of a fren which that fren doesnt even know i am a fren of his fren [lambang mamo dak tu sebok2 bukak blog aku. ko dengar zaki?] hahahhaa.Ala kulli hal,sanah helwah ya akhi.Glad I get to know u.Happy Besday and many happy return on ur big day tomoro. [And this one also had a link with Ratu Speku,hahaha..mintak sama dia adiah2 besar yer korang]

Love u all from the bottom of my yet unbroken heart,
Amirah Azizah

2006-10-02T13:13:00.000-07:00

Abdullah Ashraf

This will be a very short entry yet I hope wil be a meaningful one to a person whom I dearly care about who is celebrating his 19th birthday today. Welcome to the club !!

Abdullah Ashraf,Happy Birthday darling~ ;-) I do wish you the very best of everything. In your studies. Your Health and also in your endless chase of arabian girls LOL.

Here's a poem for you,

Happy Birthday, my dear brother
That zero on the end
Means nought to me
share your sunniest smiling face
And let me circle you around with my embrace.

As a brother u r a dear
Please lean upon my shoulder
You'll be needing the support, now
That you're feeling so much older!

Acap,merasa dirinye comel

Acap together with Kamen n Abg Faiz

Melakukan kerja feveretnyer

Love, the poem sounds funny kan..but i like hahah,
Nadrah

2006-09-29T14:11:00.000-07:00

Ramadhan Meme

Hehe..Happy ramadhan to all. Better late than never eh? This is my 3rd try. So please bare wif me ,my thoughts were broken. I cant seem to remember what I wrote in the past two days haha. Now my brain is occupied with my new cycle ~~therapy~~ which is so so "D*Mn" difficult.Huhu.And I have to endure another 18 days of the cycle.uhuk uhuk.Lets not talk about that particular subject.

Anyway this ramadhan,brings back a lot of memories from my childhood.As a rule,I do love the month of Ramadhan and the month after Ramadhan of coz ..la la la. Old habit dies hard. I still crossed every passing day on my break fast timetable just like what I usually did at home.The only thing is dad is not here to add footnote on the sheet.He normally wrote things like "Allah memberkati orang yang bersabar dan ikhlas dalam berpuasa" Well,I was hoping for the money of coz..ahahah..so zipzas!

In the evening,my dad n I,will roam the nearby bazaar ramadhan in Ampangan,Paroi and even Senawang.I love those outings with dad coz he never says NO in this month.I can just point and said "Yah,that thing sure looks nyam nyamla" or when he asked " Kak,nak ke?Agak2 da banyak ke kita beli?Nevermindlah,angah sure hepi.I think this is her favourite kan?" atau " You had bought enuff food to feed people dekat Palestin" at the same time paying for my Ayam percik.My mom was busy preparing the main dish at home, on the rare occasion when she did follow us [Usually both of my sisters were always "melepet" infront of the tv],our spending spree is restricted.Hi hi.

My daily spending at the bazaar usually consist of Ayam Percik,Kuih tepong pelita and kuew teow goreng without taugeh.My dad with his tauhu sumbat and air tebu. Mommy's fave food is Laksa.Angah :Kuih kelopong and whatever I bought I must buy in the set of three to avoid "percakaran wanita2 di bulan ramadhan". Awa my youngest sister,is kinda weird she loves kuih cakoi la..kuih kelopong la..all sort of kueh.As for haziq now that he had started fasting, I heard in the afternoon so near to Maghrib,he will go to the fridge and buka puasa himself n pretended like he did not..haha

Oh yeah,i kno where he got that trait from.Mebbe from me.LOLZ.When i was in Std 3,together wif my bestfren Rabiatul ,during recess we will go to the canteen [the canteen in my school was opened for Std One pupils but was a forbidden zone for those in the upper Years] mouselike straight to the water container and drink 3 or 4 cupfull.Then we wil recite the Salawat 20 times to appease our sin. After the salawat ritual we will continue fasting again.Ahahha.My class teacher was one generous lady,Pn.Sharifah she will hand out pocket money to those who fast during the whole month.During the presentation ceremony,she asked "Sapa pose penuh bulan ni?" .Rabiatul and I were silently debating at the back of the class wether our PUASA is considered full or not afterall we recited Salawat to Prophet Muhammad after our misdeed.[I knew I was wrong,but I soooooooooo sooooo want the money about rm15 i think] but in the end we decided the money if we took it will be haram.Yeay I am proud of myself.Ahahhaha..Fakru and Najihah did get the money *SiGh*

When I was even smaller,I live with my granny who stayed at my home.When the clock showed 5 o clock.I will start moaning saying I had a stomachace. My Uwan will then worry so much,she made me Milo or cucur.And the we will together clean the mess up.Mother will be angry if she found out I ate 2 hours before Maghrib. [Ha amik,uwan pon sama bersubahat...Al-Fatihah.Miss my grandma so much].My head was always full of ideas how to break my fast early. At one time,I changed the time in my kitchen faster by 30 minutes but the only glitch is I forgot my dad always use the TV to look at Beriteks [ala.yg tv tiga sediakan tu,tekan2 remote kat tv tu] and the time there was totally different from my house when he asked who changed the clock. I said nothing but I knew he knew it was me all along. Who else la kan?

And Of coz,my mum who is a careful planner had always bought our raya clothes early. One time I wore the supposedly baju raya to terawih underneath my telekong.All the girls at the masjid were jealous of my baju.But my mom never knew I wore them to the masjid because i continue wearing telekong to home,straight to my room,changed,and folded the baju again.Send them to my mother's cupboard at her supposedly secret hiding place.kehkehkeh

Me and my adik

Lapangan Terbang Seremban

Well,how about u guys,any memory to share?

Love,Misteri alam yang terbongkar lena jadi sedar,
Nadrah

2006-09-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

Catatonic State

Woohoo..It has been long since I last write in my online journal.Can see the spider starting to spin its web. But nyah u from my blog.Shooh~~

My life has been very interesting enuff these past two weeks. I've been bombarded by two mcqs,every alternate days.Starting with Human Anatomy and Medical Biology on Friday.I passed biology with warna2 berterbangan but failed horrendously my anatomy hehe.But then I still pass because of average marks were above 70.And on this very day I started my cycle (posting) in Psychiatry. [Waa..the computers are totally new.Love the keyboard]

Then On Monday,another two mcqs : Path Anat and Histo. Passed both.Average of coz la pass kan?
Then today : Biochemistry and Pharmacology. I passed.

Whew..Another 3 subjects to go then next month another trial. Before I am going to sit for Krok Exam National Level [Kinda like SPM I think,we've to answer the same 200 questions with the rest of 4th year medical students in Ukraine]

My posting in Psychiatry had proven to be a wonderful cycle. I love all the terms [which sound sooooooooooooooo intelligent..hehe Shcperrung,gedankenlautwerden..blabla] and I love my prepadavatel [lecturer] who is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo erm he is not handsome but dashing is the right word i guess. I totally love his British accent. His knowledge and his explanation.And I have another woman teacher [alternately they teach us] who is back to work.Eventho in Ukraine working mom got paid leave for 1 year after delivery. Her child is only 6 month old.She must love the hospital so much hehe.

The hospital is quite big but very erm ugly? I donno.But simply said if u r normal ppl and u got admitted there u can leave to be a very sick person indeed.Or maybe u might not be able to leave at all. Ahahhaha.I found all psychiatric wards are like this.Dull and there's this kind of smell n atmosphere which I totally hate.There'r high walls everywhere.Gardens. A "tanah lapang".

The hospital caters to 1000 mentally ill patients from 90 years old [the eldest] to kindergarten aged children.[I never knew there are so many classification of mental illness]. Oh yeah,in the hospital there are 4 types of patients :

1.Patients with criminal record and agressive behaviour
2.Patients who are mildly agressive ? [I dunno the term,forget dy]
3.Patients who can go out during the day but be back before 5
4.Patients who can go back home [Outpatient treatment]

In Monday,my classmates n I and my parallel classmates went on a short excursion around the hospital.Getting familiarize with the environment n surroundings.We went to this one ward.Painted in white.With locks n bolt on the door. There are a few patients laid motionless on their respective beds.Some were staring at the wall. While some seems sober enuff to ask us questions but we can see the pupils glimmering and big -a sign that those people are OD- Only when we returned to class we get to kno,those pts r pts with agressive behaviour.No wonder they were heavily sedated .My, If i knew I might have stay put at the blue room [for class 2 n 3 patients].

And there were quite a few incidents which will be forever engraved to my memory [I do hope so. But no one can fight Alzheimer's when it comes attacking-Nauzubillah.].

There were this patient,Mrs Jane Doe. 45 yr old lady.Heavily built. She spoke decent English.She understood.We were exchanging pleasantries.Talk about some forgettable matter. Before she half shouted to me n my frens "Dont F*ck My Brain" ahahaha..Boy,I was laughing.I knew it was unethical but I couldnt help myself .Later I will refrain myself from such unseeming behaviour. But it was really-really funny.Because the F word came so suddenly without anyone expecting it.

And there were another patient who showed a lewd magazine to us. Hehe. Another female patient were seen showing her tummy to a fren [I suppose] and were discussing bout her tummy.

Then,suddenly out of nowhere there came this old lady.She was so surprised to see my teacher and was telling us that she was her vrach [doctor] and she was so happy. She grabbed my teacher's hand before she kissed it then she kissed her elbow .She still let her do the kissing. Then she kissed my teacher's BUTT! Hahaha..How can they expect me to stay calm n sober? A nurse then grabbed her and was seen scolding the old lady.[Pity her tho.The Russians can be a frightful bunch when they are angry or worked up]

Well,that's all I guess for today.I am glad both my teachers are the kind who love to teach .Not like some of my frens whose teacher just gave them notes and the rest of the day were spent idly.But the psychiatry hospital has not cease to amaze me.But I had known for sure
I am not going to be a psychologist or anywhere to that field. Ameen TS~

p/s: There's no pic today coz photob doesnt want to upload any. Jam them

Love,having so much fun in my other realm,
Nadrah

2006-09-12T12:41:00.000-07:00

YeeHaH : Trial On Friday

It is like going back to high skool again. Before a big exam,there's a trial to gauge how ready a student is. I am going to sit for my trial. First batch. And ahahah I m not ready YET!! Was bombarded with sms-es telling me of the trial. Obviously those ppl knew I didnot listen to wat the inspector was saying just now in the lecture when she made a visit to the far away lecture hall due to a very enticing magazine SDK edisi pengantin. Me and my fren were busy perusing that magazine and discussing why in the whole wide world they chose a bride who cannot even close her mouth..eheheheh. Jahat Ok ko sol.

And I had finally finished all my med check up..weeeee...My eyes are both in perfect condition.Lol.I am glad. 1.0 VOS for both.

My posting in sportivnaya medicina is coming to an end.Boy,I cant say I am sad to leave the subject behind.In fact I am glad.Ochen rada! Huhu..will there be an exam. I sure hope not.Since it is considered an elective subject.La la la la. Howsoever will miss the time spent with ma classmates during recess..

Will be starting my psychiatry posting come this friday in a mental ward. I still clearly remember the first time I was there during first year learning psychology,in First Hospital [haha,wonder why number one is given to the mental hospital] there was this old man playing with his lighter..watching the fire went on n off..huhu..I was afraid. And then I heard yells n screams for the ward over a very high wall..Hmm wonder what's behind the wall. Come this cycle,I will explore the hospital thoroughly. And will report my finding!

Anyway my prof asked me,why do I adore Lenin so much. Lenin is..Hmmm guys go WIKI who Lenin is. I just said "Hehe" .Actually I did not.It was just I was given two pins with Lenin head on them. So I put them on my pencil case. No biggy.But he was one charismatic leader all Russians and Ukrainians still look up to even tho after his sorrowful demise.

My new bedsheet- Justin the bee :-)

See the lenin badge? Anyway hafta get a new pencil case coz this one is kepam like mimi after I washed it in Msia last time..but it doesnt have a cleft palate ahahah

How much would u guys pay me for this picture ? hehe

Last note, Happy Birthday to Mr. Fakhru Al Razi. Fak as he is known to me. Facktura is his so called self invented name. Ayoi his home name.And whateva name he is known as.I'd like to wish u happy birthday on the same day WTC was burned to ashes. He He He. U've been a great buddy for so long hope this frenship will remain til death do us part.Wishing u all the best. See u this raya.

And Fak, Abang Faiz simply says happy birthday and there will be no entry for u since he is a pemalas Malay [dialogue taken from sepet]. Heheh.

Fakru, Fak, F@cktura

Love,you cant always get what u want,
Nadrah

2006-09-09T04:29:00.000-07:00

Saturday : A day to chill

Today is Saturday, after waking up and log in to the net, I was quite pissed to see I was signed out bcoz apparently there's no connection at all,last nite. And I am downloading a movie I m pretty keen to see coz there's Keanu starring in it.[And boy I was suprised there were a lot of early risers today haha]

After taking my bath, a few frens came over on the pretext of taking their bath here since there was no hot water in their hostel. And we watched Gubra instead.HaHa.My roomate n I,had watched the movie last nite but we watched it again. Am glad my visitors like them as much as we like the movie

Oh dont get me wrong. I did not like the part where Miss Y.A pictured the Malay race as an open,modernized society. Where social problem reigned supreme.Hmm,but some of the dialogues were pretty funny.Oh boy, I was rolling on the floor laughing out loud.But some of the scenes really depicted the Malays in general.You have to see the film to understand what I am babbling about.

But there are certain part of the film which I strongly disagree to be shown to kids since the film rating is U.Adlin is gross.Amani is grosser.DO the math people HeHe.Harith n Ida as usual in all Y.A film are like erm.. YUCKY. [Anyways,if in real life,that kind of couple is really really schweet :-) ]But then,Miss Y.A film do have the touch. I cant say more subtly how artistic she is when directing a film. She does have the midas touch.Miss Y.A mebbe u can create a film wthout the raunchy parts then I will be able to enjoy the content of the film more.Love can be felt eventhough when there's no touching at all :-)

On a different octave note,all my classmates had flown home [home is in Ukraine now] and I am mighty glad to be around people I love to hang out with when I am in some foreign country with horrid weather situation. [I still hate Surinder tho]

Am watching a scary movie now,entitled room 6. Whenever there's something that I fear might
scare me off I'll turn to my notepad n write.

Alan Yun, he is such a hunk wif a husky voice.Lurve him lurve him

Malaysia from afar

Malaysia ; close-up but heaven I love my country v much

Last,but not least.Gubra's poster. Nicely done

Love,why do we hurt the most the one we love the most?,
Nadrah

2006-09-06T11:37:00.000-07:00

An Update Long Due

Am watching Just Lyk Heaven,chatting wif a fren n writing this entry. Yeay the multitasking me is back.

Been laughing like mad because at first I thought this is a funny story but as the plot grows it is actually a sad movie and I m thinking what if this kind of thing happens to me. Well,it will be mighty sad coz the object of ur affection is in front of ur eyes yet there's a barrier that set the two of u apart. Just like the story by Ramli Awang Murshid,Bagaikan Puteri. But in real life situation,is this kind of phenomenon,spirit-materializing possible? Hmm I like this kind of movie which not only have a happy ending [I am a sucker for happy ending cant stand sad movie with me after watching it feel like I m in the depth of despair not good for my spiritual wellbeing heheh] yet make me think as well. And my brain is full of what-ifs right now.

And I have a fren who can see friendly and unfriendly ghosts. At first, I was like wow-ed by her ability to the erm ethereal being?.Then afterward when she told me,there were some "creatures" in my dapor .Ahahah yeap I kinda freaked myself out. I thank God I wasnt able to see those ghosties given that I am such a scaredy cat sometime.And the reason I put up living in this compartment is because of her assurance they are a family of djinn,muslim. And someone said I should be afraid of God more than being afraid to ghosts.But sometime u just cant help it to feel afraid or scared.Fullstop.

Okie this week,is the first week of my 4th academic year as a medical student.The life is hectic. Have to settle lots of things. My school fees,hostel fees,visa fees,Medical check up and it was pretty tiring. I havent finish two of my appointments with ENT doctor and a neurosurgeon. I donno what for,but am going to settle them before the week ends.Got back my blood test result.Got my CVS report back. Everything is in tip top condition ahaha..

I am having sport medicine as my first cycle. And it is an OK OK cycle but I had to do a lot of fitness tests athletes need to do all the time. And make sure that I kno what to do if there's any mishaps whatsoever happen. It is not really a hard subject heheheh.Beside having to run around in labcoat?LOL

Enuff of this,and have some pics of my newly bought staff.I'd really like to show the reason of my satisfying sleep,my new bantal but then again my father forgot to send me my battery charger.But my mom did sent a helluva tasty sambal ikan bilis and my lil bro said he put in his love,kisses n hugs in the box.Did I find them? [A lil pint size romantic; that I can say!]

Hmm hmm..

This is my wrist rest to avoid carpal tunnel syndrome

A few new stuffs I bought for the term

This term's theme is fruity~

Love,wishing everyone's healthy and happy esp. the one with the bout of diarrhoea,
Nadrah

2006-09-01T10:16:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Merdeka

Menyambut saranan Kakmin [tentu anda semua membayangkan kakmin ibarat Menteri Bahasa Melayu di Malaysia] yang berbahasa melayu dalam blognya maka menyebabkan terdetik hati ini ingin berbahasa melayu setelah 4 hari asyik bercakap dalam bahasa rusia ataupon english lambang teman sebilik yang tak kunjung pulang dan ditemani seorang gadis cina yang asyik tersasul bercakap mandarin dengan saya.Walaupun ada diantaranya saya faham dan lebih banyak yang tidak saya fahami,saya mengambil langkah mengiyakan saja kerana 3 hari ini selepas mendarat di Lapangan Terbang Antarabangsa Simferopol [nama sahaja antarabangsa tapi ibarat lapangan terbang di Kuala Terengganu sahaja. Matilah saya andai Mirul membaca coretan ini] kami dihujani pelbagai masalah domestik. Antaranya

1. Lampu dapur,bilik air dan bilik mando yang terbakar. Mungkin kerana litar pintas lantas bergelap di bahagian luar.

2. Mentol di kiosk yang tiada stok kerana telah habis dibeli oleh sekalian umat yang pulang menaiki penerbangan HY 747 dari Tashkent ke Simferopol pada malam itu

3.Internet kami yg dipotong lambang kononnya tak diguna 2 bulan. [Matilah da cakap sama dia.Benci tau camni]

4.Pemeriksaan kesihatan yang sangat menyeksakan kerana pelajar2 antarabangsa telah dipindahkan pusat pemeriksaan mereka ke poliklinik baru yang cantik dan moden [menurut kata doktor bertugas di tempat lama] .Cantik memanglah cantik tapi sangat penat beratur sebab terlalu ramai student antarabangsa [Yang sangat menyeronokkan,saya tak perlu ditolak2 gadis2 Rusia yang ganas]

5. Peti sejuk kami kehabisan GAS!!!!!! Motif dia nak rosak tatkala kami dibelenggu pelbagai mehnah dan tribulasi

Catatan ini bukanlah catatan hari merdeka sebenarnya saya hanya mengambil kesempatan menulis dalam bahasa malaysia kerana saya harap orang disebelah saya iaitu Surinder tak memahami apa yang saya tulis kerana dia memekak2 di sebelah saya mengatakan saya tak perlu bayar main internet di cc nya pada hari ini.Matilah dikau wahai Surinder aku akan main sampai pukul duabelas sebagai membalas dendam. Mesti dia takut melihat wajah saya yang hendak menangis sedari tadi kerana saya terlepas berbual dengan kawan saya yang saya pesan barang melaluinya..huwaaaaa..harap2 Nalina membaca sms terakhir saya meminta dia membelikan sesuatu untuk saya di Guardian KLIA.

Walaupun hari2 kelmarin mencatatkan episod2 sedih terdapat jua beberapa perkara menggembirakan yang harus dikongsi bersama demi menunjukkan saya adil dalam menilai kejadian2 yang berlaku dalam kehidupan saya. Lagipun kita perlu memberi fokus kepada perkara-perkara yang menggembirakan kita demi tidak membutakan mata kita dengan kesedihan duniawi [ haha saya sendiri tergelak membaca ayat ini]

1. Perjalanan saya dipermudahkan Allah apabila beg saya yang seberat 50kg [beg besar] dan 12 kg [beg kecil] seringkali mendapat bantuan daripada pelbagai manusia. Bermula sejak dari rumah.Sudah tentulah ayah saya menolong saya. Di KLIA pula, abang secure wrap menolong ayah saya pula.Sampai di Simferopol,terdapat seorang pekerja menolong saya sebelum rakan saya yang baik hati menolong saya walaupun terpaksa mengendong begnye sendiri yang berat. Nanti saya ada duit lebih saya akan belanja dia [walaupun duit lebih amat jarang berlaku dalam kehidupan saya ahahahha]. Sampai dihostel,saya dan huili ditolong pula oleh bekas presiden Malaysian Student council sehingga ke lif. Saya amat bebesar hati seorang yang pernah berjawatan menolong saya.Andai ada pilihanraya,dan saudara tersebut bertanding saya akan mengundi dia. Afundi PRADEEP!!! Keluar dari lif,kebetulan kawan kami lalu didepan,lantas terkejut melihat kami didalam lif ibarat dan menarik beg2 keluar sehingga betol2 didepan bilik.

2.Beg saya tidak diperiksa di lapangan terbang .Saya amat takut andai beg saya diperiksa kerana saya membawa tempoyak dan belacan. Sudah tentu barangan tersebut akan dirampas!!

3.Penyelia hostel memeluk saya dan mengatakan selamat pulang budak senyum. Saya rasa mesti kerana saya tidak pernah bercakap dengannya dan hanya tersenyum mesra saja.Malah saya rasa dia terkejut kerana saya boleh bercakap sebenarnya. Apa dia ingat saya bisukah? Tapi tak mengapalah kerana dia ingat no bilik saya lantas menunjukkan dia benar2 ingat pada saya dan bukan sekadar berbasa basi

4.Sesampainya saya dari lapangan terbang ke bilik saya dalam 15 menit bersenang lenang atas lantai seperti orang kaya ,telefon saya berbunyi. Rakan saya masak pula. Saya sangat gembira kerana saya baru bercadang nak mengorbankan sebungkus maggi saya.

5.Ketika beratur nak membuat pemeriksaan pelbagai kejadian kelakar yang mencuit hati saya berlaku.Walaupun saya menunggu lebih dua jam hendak masuk ke bilik GP tapi saya terkukik2 ketawa bersama rakan2 lain junior-junior kebanyakannya kerana mereka seusia atau sedarjah dgn saya sedang sibuk beratur mengambil peperiksaan prektikal di bangunan bersebelahan akibat beberapa adegan lucu. Nanti saya ceritakan.

6. Saya berjaya dalam peperiksaan prektikal saya kerana saya orang terakhir dan cikgu tersebut pernah menjadi invigilator saya ketika membuat ujian darah dahulukala. Maka dia meluluskan saya tak sampai 3 minit saya ditanya. Saya bersyukur rakan2 saya menyuruh saya membuat exam pada hari ini kerana pada awalannya saya tak bercadangpun nak mengambil exam kerana saya penakut dan tak baca buku lagi [kerana saya sibuk menonton dvd stephen chow yg dibawa huili sebanyak berstack2 sampai nak muntah saya ketawa].Syukur ke hadrat Ilahi Rabbi yang menolong saya

Demikianlah kehidupan saya selama 4 hari dibumi Ukraine .Terima kasih daun keladi pada yang memberi sokongan moral secara langsung dan tidak langsung.Saya berasa teramat gembira meluahkan perasaan saya dalam bahasa melayu walaupun saya kekurangan adjektif nak menggambarkan rasa amarah dan geram saya.Walaupun demikian,saya bangga saya lahir pasca merdeka jadi saya tak perlu mengangkat senjata melawan musuh dan saya tetap geram pada seorang rakan yang pergi makan ketika ini.

Saya juga gembira kerana internet withdrawal syndrome saya berjaya saya matikan pada hari ini dengan melawat cc surinder.

Sekian dari saya melaporkan dari CC Surinder yang jahat

Salam kasih sayang dan mesra,
Nadrah

2006-08-26T20:41:00.000-07:00

100th posting and the last posting

Hehe,the topic is just an attention seeker. This is my 100th post! I am so glad because when I first started my darling over here [2nd January 2006] I never thought I'd have come this far [cewahh,macam emmy award nye acceptance speech laks].As days,weeks and months went by,safely I can say I love blogging,I love the blogosphere and I love the people I met along the way.Thank you for the person who introduced me to the world of writing up whatever there is to write.

Secondly, this is my last post in Malaysia before going back to the "blessed" Orange Revolution country Ukraine.And hopefully there's no more revolution in the near future. But please enter the european union [EU as fast as u can and get liberated fully from the Russian [ahaaha,will i be caught by the Octoberist,KGB and spetnaz? ] .

Thirdly, I will miss my family and friends whom I left in Malaysia. I put all of you under God's care. May all of you be safe when I am away from u guys and when u are right in front of my dark brown eyes.

Fourthly,there's so many sweet things I like about this holiday. And I feel blessed.Thanks

Beberapa hari old me~

still yours truly

Masih jua diriku hehe

Love,pray for my safe return :-) ,

Nadrah

2006-08-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

PerMYsuri

I went to a Majlis Temu Mesra with Pengarah MARA yesterday. I din kno it was a formal event. They said it was a more like sesi soal jawab between us and the pengarah,academically and what not. And also meeting with our Russian counterparts. [Hehe,lotsa youngsters ,eager and unknowing of the path which lies ahead]

What irked me most when someone who was incharged of the slide show failed to do so. And left it to me an my frens to present.[Merasa jadi bidan terjun...] And that was the first time I had a go at the slide. Luckily , I feel confident that day due to my good omen horoscope [Kidding lah].Kept my cool,delivered. And got to meet new kids from Russia who were very interested wif our situation. Hehe,they were impressed wif our hospital and student-lecturer rapport. And next year, we were cordially invited to join the inter-varsity game in Kursk Uni [Pengarah bayaukanla visa ,tiket beli sendrepon x pe berduyun kami orang pergi hikhik. Yeah yeah..time to go international..]

I went to SOGO afterward after clearing my cheques [Muahahahahah] and there me n my fren,Sole~hah went looking for perfumes. Here I would like to relate a story

I went to a perfume counter the brand is Isse* Miyak* to protect the lady working overthere.ehehe.. She was clamping her sanggul with her mouth [erkk??dia sedang mengepit sanggul dgn mulut dia] and at the same time, spraying the perfume to a small piece of paper for me and my fren to sniff at. She is quite pretty, so tall ..taller than the average girl mebbe Naneen's height or mebbe more..I donno but definitely taller than me..hah hah hah. Pretty is her face shining like full moon under the velvety sky. Flawless. Simply alluring. And I was mesmerized. Chanteque!!! So my fren n I were like talking in the fa fa language.. [safapafa mafahirfir?] and the lady then asked us

The lady : Nak beli ke dek?

My beg dropped. My jaw dropped. My eyebrows raised. Hehe. She was not a she. Simply put, I din kno until she who wasnt a she opened her mouth. Wow, I was amazed by her make up technique !!!

Went home quite late,due to traffic jam in the city. I slept the whole journey from Bandar Tasik Selatan Station until Seremban without even waking up when the comuter stopped at the stations.Uhuhuhu..But was simply satisfied with the overall outcome of the day. I learnt to use Google Earth and figure a few things by myself and with the guidance of one uncitarasa guidance angel .

The first pic I scanned at home.This is SRI ABIM Seremban 15 years ago.

Khas tuk Naneen..tu kaknad

Ni Haziq my brother.

Love,uwahahaha..nanes memikirkan masa yg sedikit cuma,
Nadrah

2006-08-21T04:56:00.000-07:00

Ct's Solemnization Ceremony and other stories

Ct ,the Malaysian pop princess has finally tied the knot with prominent businessman [suddenly he became famous in the local media hehe] Dato Khalid Jiwa in what can be called the grandest ever wedding in Malaysia [Well,of coz mine is going to be grander than hers considering..ahaha] 9030 35172 41321. Watched the ceremony from a big tv in Aked Mara. Then went home at about 12 noon since all those people want to go for lunch break n we din want to continue our presentation after lunch break.So everyone settled to meet once again tomorrow. Fine by me.

But the traffic was wondrous. [In passing,wondrous sounds melancholic ayte?]and in Kl Sentral they are too many human being for wat reasons I simply cannot fathom because it is Monday people are supposed to work on Monday leaving unemployed people like me enjoying a day without much hassle. Just imagine having to queue longgggggggggggggggggggggg queue just to get a tix back to Seremban. [I was suppose to go somewhere but I am having last minute cold feet as usual..LOLZ..]

And yesterday and the day before yesterday went cruising [in a car not on a ship yar!] with my family.I simply love it because when I was small this was what my family n I used to do when it's hols. My dad will ask anyone to pack and he will hunt up n low for his map. And then off we go to some unknown location not using highways but the scenic jalan lama. Went to Bandar Melaka first because all of us my two sistas wanted to bring Haziq to the zoo. The nearest zoo is Of course the Zoo of M.

And then we went back home,from ayer keroh and I was asked to be my dad's co-pilot [reading map n etc..hahahaha this was proven wondrous the last time I was assigned to read the map but well..it was a tedious job and no one else seemed to want it huhuhu] .So there I was having difficult time turning the map upside and down,deciphering the tiny text ,choosing the right exit and then trying to connect N9 map n Malacca map. But all is well,we got home safely allrite after stopping at all the beaches en route. Lots of pics are inside my dad's n sis' phones..Hoho coz I forgot to bring the battery charger. And the battery was ever so low when I first put it inside my bag.*Sigh*

And to those boyz who safely landed in KLIA this evening.Welcome home I bid to you all.

The Straits Of Malacca from 10th floor Renaissance Hotel

I was trying to take a pic of one abang seswatuh.HE WAS WEARING MAKE UP openly.But failed to do so. Get scolded by my dad later haha coz jgn ganggu org2 camtu katanya..INSOP!!!

This was one nice pizza tho i din like pizza at all

Semoga berkekalan ke anak cucu hendaknyeh.. Ameen

Love, Pro is the way to go [ada orang eksen mengemas2],
Nadrah

2006-08-16T06:21:00.000-07:00

The One About Nad Getting Her Letter

Hmm this is a backdated entry actually. I was planning to write about my room eversince I came back home but I had attached some of my room's pix to one of my previous entry so in this post there will only be three pics of my room since I am a certified lazy bum. LOLz .

My room still lack the characteristic of me since I havent had the chance of putting up all my posters up again. Mom said I had to find material not to smear up the room's paint. Hmm the only thing I can think of is the stick-on-thingy ,practicum teachers love to use whenever they want to paste something on the blackboard. I will do it most cunningly since I kno it's her way to say no posters on d wall.. Hehe.

Hoho,the point of this pic is to show the small red bag

Errm see the big red bag. My mom had started asking me to put aside all my things oledi..huaaaaaa...don wan don wan

Lelly n Mimi, peacefully next to each other.Erm why do I blotted something on the side table haha..any guesses?

Well, a dear friend I know was kinda "gayat" having this mat at his home. I have one too!!!

Hehe, today I went to the hospital to collect my "berhenti kerja" letter. As of now, I am a "penganggur : penanam anggur berjaya" meaning I have nothing better to do rather than going out shopping and bloghopping. And then at the earlier part of this week I was in dilemma to choose either my frens or my family. It turned out that the only time all my siblings can get together before I went back to Ukraine is this weekend while I had already planned wif another group of frens [ya ya i din mingle wif the same crowd ] to go to KL one of the sister's is getting married and it was a dress coded event hohoho so ekceli I am quite excited to be there. But after much thinking ,family is always first.

So there, I am going on a holiday this weekend hopefully it is somewhere near to home. [Masa perjalanan harus dikurangkan so dat masa dirumah adalah lebey byk] . And then I was supposed to go to Penang to visit my pet sister's mom but I havent done any of my rempah shopping yet so I was barred from going anywhere till I settle that..Hehe and I dont feel like buyingggggggggggg yet. See lah how.Finally, I got meeting with my sponsors this 22nd to again review the academic achievement..Hua Hua last time with the Ketua Jabatan ,this time wif the Pengarah. Motif? Once is not enuff??

This is the abovesaid letter

For future use. So I can write my own date [next year] hahaha n no need to do elective posting

Love, 3 more to go..haip!!,
Nadrah

2006-08-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

PC fair PIKOM n BBQ-ing

Ermm I was supposed to go to frens' wedding but due to an internal dispute between the warring parties [haha ye ye je ayat] and no transportation and due to the rather inappropriate timing [clash wif my own agenda lah sesuai ja timing tu] of the function I am sad to say I missed my frens' solemnisation ceremony [akad nikah] on Friday. But the event my frens n I had planned for Saturday went on as per plan. But don weri2..will get the picture soon when my MMC is back with me. Insya-Allah.

So in Sat, I went to KLCC from Seremban with a couple of frens.The place was really crowded.And I chanced upon meeting former skoolmates in SHAMS,former matrix mate,fellow CSMU-ans a few frens of frens but still I missed Naneen [x nampak dak ni]. Met my fellow tuition mate when I was in form four his gf' face looks so like me we exchanged addresses and telephone no.Her name is Siti. Even my frens said so.Lolz.

Okie later I put up a nite in a fren's house in Shah Alam for a BBQ party. Easily put I was mesmerized by the girl's family riches..HohO,I was stunned coz I din kno she's THAT rich coz when we went to Prep class before going to Ukraine she used to work Sat n Sun in a shoe shop. Gee,rich ppl r so so different.Later I related to my daddy about my so called experience and he said that's normal. Rich people dont usually flaunt their riches while those baru nak kaya one is the one who is always have a mightier-than-thou attitude. Will do the same when I am rich later on. Humble.Hehehe..

At the BBQ parties met many former MRSM-ers.Hoho again my face was said to be like one student in this MRSM. Lol.Enuff for today since I feel like there's many carbon copies of me in Malaysia hehe.But it will be nice to meet all my 7 carbon copies [It was said there are 7 people with the same face like us]

The best part of her house is ofcoz the closed swimming pool. Ermmm I love the swimming pool. My house later should have a swimming pool too eventho it is located next to the ocean [ tanpa impian mimpi tak akan menjadi kenyataan-afdlin shauki hahaha]. But don want my house to be overly big. The garden should be beautiful tho.

Hmmm how do ur dream house look like,me darlings n ma dears???

Dream House 1,but need a lil bit alteration

Dream House two-I like the swimming pool

There's a classic feel to it

In the meantime I am happy if i get this as pretzie..ahahaha

Love, waving to a fren on a journey finding his missing link,
Nadrah

2006-08-11T05:53:00.000-07:00

One day in Midvalley : Remp-iting~

I spent a day yesterday entertaining a fren from Perak. But due to nothing much to show to her in Seremban we ,me n balqis coaxed her to follow us to Midvalley hehe on the pretext of buying wedding present for two frens who are going to tie the knot tomoro [today,while I am posting this]

At first, I went to the Tuanku Jaafar Hospital to collect my "berhenti kerja" letter. But to my chagrin I can only take the letter on Friday,on the actual date my practical was supposed to end. Hehe, I was trying to take a day off lah kak!

Then we took the 915 comuter to Midvalley. Ermm..the highlight of the day was watching Remp-it wif 3 more frens. Huiiiyoooo, GSC was packed with mat-mat rempit n minah-minah rempit apparently taking a day off from the remp-iting scenes..[Haha,ne de mat rempit merempit siang2 yer dak?]. At first we were a little unsure wether we should proceed to the ticketing counter to buy our tickets or should we revised our earlier made decision. Should we watch rempit and have the fun of commenting malay movies or should we watch Garfield and have 1 hour and 45 minutes of pure blessed ungodly fun? [LOL,we were afraid to go in because we are the only tudung clad group overthere.] From observation,those who ask the abang tiket rempit ticket were either wearing small size t-shirt much too small for the bodies or miniskirt. And pouches on their neck . Hmm Hmm even mat rempits were afraid of snatch theft ahaha..Loitering there,finally two couples both the gf wear tudungs and 3 malay girls who didnt look like any minah rempit we knew [ecewahhh...] we bought the ticket. The Abang tiket sportingly said my fwen " Ingatkan detektif tadik,dok tinjau" .

Inside the cinema, due to some unseen forces, all the six of us were like comatose at the entrance. We should have walk like we owned the place but what happened was,our feet seemed to be glued on the entrance .Talk about feeling out of place.[And of course we were jeered by the raucous crowd Huwaaa..malu malu dan malu] . And then at the seat c11-c16 again we made a scene there. [ I am a drama queen myself and so are my frens hahaha] all of us want to seat in the centre. Hoho,being the youngest I get to seat in C13,while the not so lucky girlz in C11 was chengak and in C16 was Ainaa.. Miahaha..kalah la korang pada argument yg lain2..hahaha..Erm but Chengak won a consolation price when C10 was occupied by a cute looking guy. [Obviously a seswatuh cheng,if not why in the whole wide world he went to the cinema alone..Ooopsy].

The cinema was so so loud and uncontrolled.Never in my life before,I went to this 400db cinema. They cursed the advertisement,laughed their heads off at the chicken rice shop advertisement. And making loud whooping noise when the movie was about to start.

The movie started nicely showing Farid Kamil [ejard's twin ?] ,Madi, who was a night time jockey. He din have his own kapcai. But later was able to buy a red bike. Erm i dint want to review the movie here.. But wat I want to write is how the teenagers inside the cinema reacted to the obscene scenes. The censorship board was not doing their homework!! How can u let that kind of scenes to be rated U for public viewing? Sorry is the right word seeing that kind of scenes managed to see the light of the day.

Overall,the movie lack substance. Poor dialogue . Tho,they did used the right terms [Haha, I get to kno this from the kids sitting at the front row."Ehh pandai lak diorang cakap koyak,lobos sumer tu"] Dont ask me i donno. And the racing scenes I did enjoyed whole heartedly. Nice !! I like this one character in da movie, Spark,[Zulhuzaimi] .He portrayed a stoned man like a T. Hmm hmm clap clap for him. But too bad Jehan Miskin did not act in this movie so instead of a C-rating mebbe I can upped the movie to an A.. Hahahah..

Anyway,no pic today coz my mmc is wif someone else n someone else's which is empty is wif me.Arghhh~

Love,Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Ali dan Yetti,God Bless,
Nadrah

2006-08-09T01:46:00.000-07:00

The way Princesses in fairytale dealt with problems

I have been drafting this entry for so long which made me had to rewrite almost all the upper paragraph starting from the phrase "I have been..." since the first paragraph seems irrelevant anymore with the overturn of some event.

The last time I posted was on Mando and Kak Minci's Birthday and this drafted entry was written long before that..but then I had another drafted entry regarding my room. So that entry should be posted first. I kno it's complicated but wasnt it fun to ramble since this is my own blog [well,mebbe it will be government-owned sooner or later..hahaha..]

Okie, I've been doing lots of things these days. Repairing my laptop,seeing some old frens,meeting my cousins, going to hospital doing nothing except chitchatting wif people I met overthere. Being scolded by an old man ,king of his little kingdom,apparently the library.Shopping and shopping buying things for next semester. And it's 3 weeks away..sob sob sob.

Would like to tell about yesterday very much. I went to the hospital early since a colleague wanted to return my fren's Yanti's book [He turned out to have diorrhea early in the morn]. And the actual plan was for me to follow her to meet our common friend who had just came back from Germany at his house which I had to bail out since somebody said it was very important to be at Jaya Jusco at 10. Heh heh heh. So the plan was changed ,erm rescheduled is a better word to next week.

I went to the library. And I brought a story book [ I have the habit of finishing books that I read A.S.A.P] into the sacred place [yea,pun intended]. The old man came to the table and started saying something about reporting the book to the counter. I said " Baiklah pakcik,lainkali saya laporkan". So he went back to his throne watching me with hawk-eye visual aquity or was it cuity which ever it was . The sentence is still wrong anyway. Hmm, believe me it was like a serious blotched of glamour spell,mebbe i casted it wrongly only to get this old man attention instead of the right person. Miahahhaha.

And then I went to the book rack,there was this one maroon book I like to ponder upon ermm stare upon more like and then jeng jeng jeng he came again. This time he was reprimanding me for something I did not or was not possible doing it " Awak lepas baca buku simpan balik,jangan sampai saya tangkap awak sepah2 macam semalam " and I smiled and said " Baiklah" serenely and sweetly. Getting no response he sailed away. Good Riddance. But actually I was boiling inside but keeping my cool. I HAVE NOT BEEN TO THE BLESSED LIBRARY 4 DAYS IN A ROW. HOW IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD I WAS THERE YESTERDAY MAKING A MESS?

Luckily,Yanti said we hafta go now or she will be late to meet her fren in Senawang. Afterward ,went to terminal. Took a cab to JJ. Being punctual since we were lil kid I can count on Fak to be there earlier than me so there he was waiting inside his Kancil, SLEEPING. We waited for ermm say 45 minutes. [It felt like 45 hours tho,since there was no open shop yet beside Hongkie kopitiam which is a non halal restaurant and our tummies are rumbling]

So there, at 10 Abang Faiz came, at 10.45 Abang Khaliqok but no sign of Delp.Why he didnt come tho? Kekekeeke. After marauding like 3 black ghosts and a pink apparition in JJ it was decided for us to have brunch at Secret Recipe and then we have to go back home .Basically I had fun tis day ,tho the old uncle nearly ruined my mood for the day.If I happened to go to the library I will try to snap his picture and then send the pic to a fren who had an uncle who practiced black magic. LOL.[haram katanyeh,maka x buat]. Funny tho, I felt quite relieved after I told the incident wif the pakcik over here. Thank God for blogs.

Seriously considering wat to eat..Choosy people

His flawless skin left me wondering..*Sigh*

Only the bone,while the salad was finished by a vege lova

Urs truly...

Love,will not be around tomoro,friday,saturday n mebbe sundial,

Nadrah

2006-08-04T22:53:00.000-07:00

Birthday Bash 2.0 : Minci (kak) & Mando [M2M]

This entry is dedicated to 2 very dear person to me.[Read the name out loud you guyz]. First and foremost to KakMin, a dear gentle soul and secondly and last to Mando, also a dear but not so gentle soul [ganaz katanyehh hehe]

Happy Birthday. May all your wishes come true. And Long live Both of You~

Gamba Feveretku of you kno who

Kakmin dan Bakku yg da menghilang

Long2 time ago,At d very beginning I tot this' Mando

And then I tot this is him-- WRONG AGAIN~haha

Finally I found out the centremost is Mando hehe

I'd like to retype a short poem I read in the novel I m currently reading 'Bagaikan Puteri Nurnadhrah' Omit my name please to get the real title of the book :-)

Apabila hujan turun,

Melimpahlah air dari perbukitan,

Aliran menujah ke batu,

Melekuk tanda waktu beralih,

Seiring nyawa menghanyut usia,

Sejalan nafas melangkah ke hujung

Love,sorting it all out. Hepi Besday darlings n dears,
Nadrah

2006-08-03T05:34:00.000-07:00

~Deep Thoughts~

Okie this a real post from me.Not just another review about another movie,or doing tag entry or even posting funnee emails on this entry..but,well always expect the expected. Hehe.

There's another one full moon before I am going back to Ukraine to continue my study. I am counting days not because I am overly excited to go back there. It is just this nasty feeling of how I am going to cope wif life post holiday season.And of coz will be missing my family and my lil brother n my home n my mom's laptop [haha]. Been spending so much time wif the lil guy . He is growing up so fast. Last time I was home, he used bottle while drinking his milk " usus " to him [My sisters n I used the word usus when he was 2 and 3 years ol' so that he din kno we are talking about preparing his milk..but turned out he understood..haha]. Now adays he torments [his kindy frens] kids who are still using bottle.

And then,moved to a different room last 2 weeks. Got new set of katil,lemari and meja solek. Love the new almari.Can play hide and seek inside. And of coz love the new katil,queen size last time it was just a single bed [and it was a high bed--i kinda hate-love it].Love the new comforter.The meja solek is nice too. Lots of secret drawers to stuff secret things . Love the new carpet also.. hehe..thank you mommy. The bestest besday present so far.hikhik..

And while re arranging the furniture and my stuff from my old secret place [the place was not so secret then I guess,coz my mom is able to transport them to my new room] the way I like, found two cases of old letters, kad rayas,besday card and a lot of momentos from my schooldays. Sprawling spread eagle on the bed,I reread them,and it kinda brings back nostalgia,reminiscing bout the past [long gone phase] of my life. Letters from long lost but not forgotten friends . A stack of letters from my so called soulmate.Another stack from another soulmate.Cards from anonymous[Mat Smart], a form 3 student while I was in form 5.Hehe. Chocolate wrapping. Present wrappers.Photocopies of PMR 2000 exam questions[sangat tebal]. PMR forecast questions from different states.An essay wif 29/30 mark with a big signature of Cikgu Basri .Silly notes written in class mostly during Mrs. Siwar Kaur's class.And suddenly I felt so sad..coz I can never return to the period of my care free days,when a problem was never really a problem . I m getting old I know hahaha

So today wasnt really a good day,since I'm suffering from a secret ailment. Hahaha. The reason of this mushy entry I suppose.I would better sign off now before I got to merepek a lil bit further and reveal secret secret stuffs ..hahaha.. those who are able to legilimens please do so. LOL.

See,Mimi n Lelly on my bed. Look at the drawers. Behind the cermin,there's a place to simpan alat2 mekap I guess..or display things?

Some of the letters

From Anonymous

Delp did sent me a raya card ! Ha Ha Ha .Matila bersalah menuduhnya x penah anta kad raya.

Love,while the moon is still young,uhuk uhuk,
Nadrah

2006-07-28T10:01:00.000-07:00

Siti n Dato K' s wedding

A fren send this to me knowing that I am a person who is not in favour of Siti.. Ahahha..and yeah it did sent me rolling on the floor. Anyway if any of u try to do this to Mawi ,I am going to skin u alive [fair warning] .Ala kulli hal take a look. This entry is an affirmation to Mando,this blog is not going to be a movie critics blog.Ahahahah..laughing out loud again~

p/s: will upload a pic tomoro..

Boleh beli album ni

Side A
1)Biarlah Berusia
2)Cintaku memang diatas kertas (RM)
3)Siti situ Datuk K sini
4)Siti tak kesah
5)Ku milikmu Datuk K
6)Kuda tua ku lari gagah berani
7)Misaimu milikku
8)Kau misaiku

Side B
9)Biar Pecah Rahsia
10)Wajah KeKhalid
11)Hati Khalid
12)Bukan cinta Fazley
13)Bisikan abg asmara (Lagu ini kena reject)
14)Satu cinta dua usia
15)Demi Kasih sayang (kat anak² mu)

Manakala Lagu yang dijangka akan hits adalah..

Ayahku Kawin lagi
Dari : Anak anak K

Ayahku kahwin lagi
Dengan sidara jelita
Riang rasa hatinya
Mendapat isteri yang muda

Tapi ku sedih sekali
Kenang ibu yang ku kasihi
Tempat ibu sukar diganti
Tapi ayah kahwin lagi

( korus )
Kini ku membawa diri
Tempat bermanja jauh sekali
Ibu sudah dahulu pergi
Tapi ayah kahwin lagi
Ayah kahwin lagi

Pendapat muda remaja
Ayah pinangkan sidia
Anak ayah tak terjaga
Rumahtangga porak peranda

( ulang korus )
Ayah kahwin lagi
Ayah kahwin lagi
Ayah kahwin lagi...

p/s: haha i will get a lashing from siti's ardent fans.and mebbe i will have to retract this entry.but please enjoy it while it is here..ahahahahah

Love,wondering why? hmmm..to each his and her own,
Nadrah

2006-07-25T03:57:00.001-07:00

Just My Luck and Seriously Not theirs

I went to watch a movie ,Just My Luck in a local cinema here wif a couple of frens. It was a cheesy movie but nevertheless it was quite an entertaining movie. Altho most of the plots were easily predicted by me but hmm simply put it was just another feel good movie.

The story opened with Ashley Albright(Linday Lohan) getting out of her apartment the day was rainy but in an instant it turned sunny and she happened to step on a 10 dollar bill,so she is probably the luckiest person alive (hence the name). All she has to do is scratch a lotto ticket and she wins. But when fate comes knocking, she accidentally loses her winning streak to Jake Hardin (Chris Pine) [She kisses him in a masquarade party]. What is Ashley to do when she falls in love with the guy who stole her luck? This is a cute teenage movie without a lot of substance. I think Lindsay's fans will like it, but I think this has very limited appeal. It is a combination of 'Freaky Friday' and 'Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen', but not nearly as funny.

It had a good message in the end, but who cares. The best part of the film was when Ashley takes a beating after losing her luck. She has to learn what life is like for the less fortunate. Howsoever it was fun while it lasts,coz I got to laugh my heart out hehe..but still it's a movie which is probably better to be downloaded rather than watched in a cinema..

In quite a different story.

I'd like to take this chance to condemn all the zionists out there. Please stop all the unnecessarily bombing,air raids and etc. Not enuff is it after the occupation of Palestine? You need a bigger land? What for?While almost all the jews in the world are living in the US. Why dont u just go there and occupied them and leave Muslim people and Muslim lands alone. My frens, let us boycott all Israeli products and those who support this outrageous war on Muslims. Show to them we care about our brothers n sisters. Jzkk

A sad looking girl,Reem Shahrour,18 months her house was bombed by the Israeli army

Love,while seriously hating the bad ppl,
Nadrah

2006-07-18T09:35:00.000-07:00

The Green Street Hooligans : A must watch

I watched a pretty good movie last nite. The Green Street Hooligans.(I downloaded the movie a long time ago,the first day I came back in Msia).

I like the storyline. I like Elijah Wood. I like Ike donno his real name.But what made me want to write this is because this movie is banned in Malaysia.A good movie put to waste because the Msian Gv doesnt like this kind of violent movie but then the movie so dirty like Gubra and lack of Moral like Sepet were given the greenlight to be aired on the silverscreen.[Dont get me wrong, I enjoyed watching Yasmin's movies it was just that I m ticked when a clean movie like this cant be viewed by the mass majority]

What's it? Why? Why banning the movies? Altho's there's a lot of F**k word,they can always 's put it as 18SG or anything. I remember a long time ago The Pianist and the The Schindler's List were also banned. Howso ever thanks to the technology..now we the gen-Y are able to watch anything without restriction. [erm young boys out there,tho ur mama's not watching..Allah is always watching..terus wink kat orang yg baru mendaftar kat www.qiran.com]

to those who would like to read the review of this film please click here [click here]

And another important issue,that really bothers my already bothered mind.Owh should i put it in another post? Okie mebbe two days later.. ANyway.. God Cursed the Israelis ! Stand United O people of the world against the brutalities done by the Israelis to our brothers and sisters.

Elijah yg comel sesangat

Sorang yg menjebakkan Elijah ke alam keganasan..

The Gang- Green Street Elites (One day I'll want to become one haha)

Owh I'd like to know if anyone of you guys who had watched this movie..the songtracks. I like the songs v v much!

Love,PMS [pretty much stress],
Nadrah

2006-07-16T08:34:00.000-07:00

Tagged and One nite sleeping wif a jew?

WHEN YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR, WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU LOOK AT?
~My Eyes and My Forehead

HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU?
~ About 100griven and RM5(baki beli komik tadik)

WHAT'S A WORD THAT RHYMES WITH "TEST"?
request n payless ?

FAVORITE PLANT?
~bunga ros

~bunga tulip..dan apa2 jenis bunga yg cantik

FAVOURITE GREEN PERSON?
~apakah green person? sick person?

WHO IS THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST ON YOUR CELL PHONE?
~012-********9 ..donno who u r..

WHAT IS YOUR MAIN RING TONE ON YOUR PHONE?
~ Basic motorola ring tone
~ Basic motorola mesej tone

WHAT SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
~the simpsons shirt..not mine..but it was in my cupboard..

DO YOU "LABEL" YOURSELF?
~rebelious..vivacious hahaha

NAME THE BRAND OF YOUR SHOES YOU'RE CURRENTLY WEARING?
~ermm Sketchers..Snowfly..now am wearing home slippers only

BRIGHT OR DARK ROOM?
~I like dimmed room

WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT?
~gossiping with my cousin via SMS

WHAT WAS YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED ON YOUR CELL?
~From Acap

DO YOU EVER CLICK ON "POP UPS" OR BANNERS?
~yup,about receiving 100USD a month --just wanna know what it was

WHAT'S A SAYING THAT YOU SAY A LOT?
~ahahhahah (yup..ni la yg slalu dikatakan)

WHO TOLD YOU THEY LOVED YOU LAST?
~haziq

HOW MANY DRUGS HAVE YOU DONE IN THE PAST THREE DAYS?
~nothing..i m not into doping

HOW MANY ROLLS OF FILM DO YOU NEED TO GET DEVELOPED?
~errrr.. i din really like to dvlp pics

FAVORITE AGE YOU HAVE BEEN SO FAR?
~19,20,21 :-)

YOUR WORST ENEMY?
~i m my own worst enemy

WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
~hehehehe,gamba itik

WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE?
~errr,klu paklong suka..akak nak wat canner

IF YOU HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN A MILLION BUCKS OR TO BE ABLE TO CHANGE A MAJOR REGRET?
~1 million and then go oversea holiday..trying to forget bout the major regret

DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
~yes..but donno wether he knows or not

THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO?
~here come the sun-the beattles

WHOM I WANNA TAG?
~Acap! Mando! dan sesapa yg x buat lagik!

Hmmm the above topic was just for show..ehehehe.. anyway..would like to take tis oppurtunity to tell Kaksya I cant log in to her blogger account..sorrryyyyyyyyy.. i donno why..mebbe we hafta wait for Szakif to come back home and repair~

I like this kind of picture :-D

Heheheh...

Love,watching dramas without stopping,
Nadrah

2006-07-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

Ilal Liqo'

hehehe,2 more hours to go..all packed,ironed and safely i can say..there's nothing more for me to do..ermmm..quite glad to go back home. To see my daddy and my mommy and of coz my wonderful sisters n bro.And everyone in Msia

Pray for my safe return everyone,my darlings n dears

And again till we meet again,La Taqulu Wada'an Bal Quluu Ila Elliqa'

Papaiiiii minna..

Love,the body is still here,while my mind n thoughts had just arrived ;-) ,
Nadrah

2006-07-09T15:53:00.000-07:00

La France a perdu à Italie

Today is my fren's cum neighbor's birthday so it was my duty to celebrate her birthday. Tho I had given my thought the celebration should be held tomorrow since it is an important nite for me.The world cup final is tonite!!

But due to some foreseen and unforeseen circumstances we hafta celebrate the bday tonite (the birthday girl,is flying back to Malaysia tomoro at 1145 am..hahah)

We went to the nearby restaurant at 830pm. I was thinking there was enuff time for me to go back home,and still had ample time to catch the ceremony. But while eating and chitchatting my handphone went "ding dong" (dapat SMS ler) asking me to come watch football ASAP since it is about to start..Haha,I mercilessly told everyone to pack up (matilah ada 3 football fanatics there,including the bday girl..) and went back to hostel as fast as our legs could carry us.

Hmmm when I arrived at Kalia's room,her bf,her adik angkat were already there..and then came few more close frens..so there were 10 of us,6 supporting france while the rest proclaimed themselves blue blooded italian.(tho,I saw one letting out a drop of tear when zidane was shown red by the ref..miahaha)

There were a few scenes that sent us all laughing like maniacs . Among them,when Cannavaro showed his undies for the whole wide world to view.. and when the goal was nullified. Haha..coz the blue-blooded italians were shouting triumphantly..kekekkeek..

And then came the drama..Zidane should have kept his cool.He has been playing football like forever. So there,I am not at all proud of him, But might be the Italian said something that provoked him to the core.He acted like a bull on rampage!! And he deserved the red card!~ And the Ukrainian comentator really irked me to the max since he continued babbling about the whole incident tho the match had already moved on. Come on man,u r on national TV no need to vent ur frustration to us viewers!

Playing with 10 men,France still played valiantly and can be said the better team of the two.

Howsoever,the game was decided on penalties.Hmmm..today is just not our day when trezeguet's ball hit the goalpost and didnot cross the white line. Pity the dear,he looked sad all thru the closing ceremony and the red bull zidane was no where to be seen.

Huahuahua..merasa..a long entry for me. Well the sun has gone to bed and so must I.Adieu Adieu to you and you and you. I am going to sleep.

To Grosso,ur name should be Gross-Oh!

Birthday Girl -Huilee

She refused to look at the camera *sigh*

The revered tube

France' supporters taking the first class seats

Italians down on the carpet. BooHoo ;-)

Urs truly,having a sip of sky juice

Remember the kain pelekat scene?

Kain Pelekat from anterior view

Love,sleeping while dreaming of Quidditch [hate football],
Nadrah

2006-07-08T12:12:00.000-07:00

Day trip to Marino : Fun Fun Fun

To celebrate a classmates birthday and to celebrate our new life as a fourth year students we went to Marino.

When we arrived there,the weather itself was not promising. Gloomy feeling,dull surrounding,black sky,wet grass..but all of them didnt dampened our spirits.We continue walking about 700m to the lake Marino from the bus station.

The rain stopped,we shouted triumphantly,and then we started building fire (feeling like survivor contestants..hehe) there are two teams building fire.And then,the rain was pouring again,at the same time,the fire was roaring nicely.What we did was a fren took his kain pelekat and another fren her sejadah (in the form of kain pelekat also) and we start shielding the fire while all of us holding the kain pelekat underneath.Hahaha.It must be a pretty sights to watch 10 butts facing the fire underneath two kain pelekat :p

Hehe,I'd like to write more but I need to watch German vs Portugal match upstairs. If I feel like writing after the match I will continue retelling my experience.If not hehe,till we meet again in my next ranting.PEaCe OuT~

Marino Lake on A Saturday

The same lake,different angle

The weather keeps changing

Itik should be made the national animal for Ukraine

A blessed soul taking my pic while I was taking pic :p

Memerhati sambil hati teringin masuk sekali..

May the force be wif Miroslav Klose

Love,hoping the germans to win :-) ,
Nadrah

2006-07-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

An essay: after a hiatus

So it has been a long long time ago, i can still remember writing essays hoping to get good mark. Hmmm the topic my teacher JET gave for me today is quite intriguing and I think she wanted to "perli2" me a bit.Slap her hard on de face. But well a homework is a homework.Tho,i m not the kind who finish my omwork on time,but today is a special day.Hahah. So here goes..

~~~******~~~

Aku seekor belut

Aku belut yang kacak

Aku sedih aku dilahirkan sebagai belut. Aku teringin dilahirkan sebagai ikan emas,ikan laga dan mungkin juga ikan guppi tapi takdir menentukan aku dilahirkan sebagai seekor belut,aku pasrah.

Mungkin ini bukanlah pengenalan yang baik berkenaan diri aku tapi beginilah kisah hidupku seekor belut di Lautan Pasifik (Aku bukanlah belut biasa yang tinggal diperairan tempatan) tapi itu suatu waktu dahulu sejak tsunami besar melanda hampir 2/3 lautan dunia,aku telah tercampak ke Laut Cina Selatan bersama dengan belut-belut lain yang pada pandangan aku sangat kuno dari segi pemikiran.Mereka tak pernah dengar berkenaan "Great Barrier" ataupon Segitiga Bermuda. Aku merasakan seolah-olah akulah belut paling berpengetahuan disini.

Sejak aku sampai disini setahun yang lalu, aku dapat merasakan betapa sesalnya aku tidak menghargai masa silamku yang tidak dapat aku capai kembali hatta apa cara sekalipon aku gunakan. Aku tak ingin tsunami kali kedua kerana aku kesian pada objek-objek pelik didaratan sana yang apabila dilanda air,tercungap-cungap mencari oksigen.Berbeza sungguh aku dan mereka. Umpamanya tiada cara yang memungkinkan aku kembali bersama golongan-golongan belut yang berpelajaran.

Kadang-kadang aku terfikir,alangkah indahnya duduk didaratan.Mungkin aku boleh menjumpai sebatang pen yang selalu muncul dalam mimpi aku.Pen itu sangat pelik,hajatnya nak jadi kotak teh. Ah,orang-orang di daratan sangat aneh tak memerlukan sirip dan air sebagai medium membekalkan oksigen. Bagaimanakah agaknya proses penukaran oksigen kepada ATP dalam badan mereka berlangsung.Aku sebagai belut berpelajaran sangat-sangat ingin tahu.

Oh ya,dahulu di Lautan Pasifik aku memenangi tempat kedua dalam pertandingan Belut Kacak. Mungkin di sini aku akan merangkul tempat pertama. Misai aku juga dah bertambah panjang berbanding dahulu dan Alhamdulillah syukur kulit aku sangat cerah berbanding belut-belut tempatan yang rata-ratanya kelihatan seperti terbakar mungkin dek kerana pancaran matahari dengan sinar ultra lembayung. Aku pernah terlihat botol SPF 15 yang tercampak berdekatan rumahku dulu dibawa arus,tulisan diatasnya mengatakan untuk mencegah bahaya matahari tapi aku tak perlu itu semua.Segala-galanya adalah semulajadi. Sekarang tahulah semua aku juga belut yg pandai membaca

Sudah tiba waktu untuk aku makan tengahari bersama teman wanita yang baru aku temui ketika bersiar-siar di jeti. Dia juga lebih gelap berbanding aku walaubagaimanapun,dihati aku dialah permaisuri,namanya Bakku [kedengaran belut-belut lain ketawa,ah tak mengapa biarkan saja mereka.Pandangan mereka tak semestinya sama dengan pandanganku]. Aku hentikan nukilan aku di sini kerana perutku telah bekeroncong memainkan irama indah lagu Ghazal. Sayonara ku ucapkan.

~~~***~~~

Okie there,the first essay since how many years had passed already .The last time I wrote an essay was when filling application to CSMU and also when applying for MARA.Hahaha..actually i dont know what to write.I had lost my touch writing in Bahasa.So sad.Am going to write to utusan so they will let me be free lance journalist this summer hols. HaHaHa.

This is the first time I have been to snowy city.All on my own

Posing eventhough in a game. Natural poser gitu

Howsoever germany lost last nite to Azzuri..Darn~

Love,packing and counting,
Nadrah

2006-07-02T21:42:00.000-07:00

I m wif u darling n Marvellous Cakes

I woke up quite early for someone who is on hols. Been doing some housekeeping cleaning my room,study table n putting aside all my notes for my juniors next sem (in other word shipping the notes to the room next door..where my my juniors live..hahaha)

Yesterday was a sad day for my idol,Asmawi Ani who lost his father, Pak Atan while at the same time,the hottest gossip in town was that he is no longer being engaged to his fiancee (ke fiance..forgot which one and too lazy to check the dict).

Anyway there are two thing I'd like to post today. A-a touching story B-some delicious cakes [from Kaklyn ]..heheh as usual let ur itchy fingers do justice to the pics ermm by commenting *cheers*

~~Here's the story........

A boy was born to a couple after eleven years of marriage. They were a loving couple and the boy was the gem of their eyes. When the boy was around two years old, one morning the husband saw a medicine bottle open.

He was late for office so he asked his wife to cap the bottle and keep it in the cupboard. His wife,preoccupied in the kitchen totally forgot the matter.

The boy saw the bottle and playfully went to the bottle fascinated by its colour and drank it all.It happened to be a poisonous medicine meant for adults in small dosages. When the child collapsed the mother hurried him to the hospital. He died. The mother was stunned. She was terrified how she was going to face her husband.

When the distraught father came to the hospital and saw the dead child, he looked at his wife and uttered just five words.

QUESTIONS :

1. What were the five words ?
2. What is the implication of this story?

ANSWER :

The husband just said "I am with you Darling". The husband's totally unexpected reaction is
a proactive behaviour. The child is dead. He can never be brought back to life. There is no point in finding fault with the wife. Besides, if only he had taken time to keep the bottle away, this would not have happened.

No one is to be blamed. She had also lost her only child. What she needed at that moment was consolation and sympathy from the husband. That is what he gave her. If everyone can look at
life with this kind of perspective, there would be much fewer problems in the world.

MORAL OF THE STORY

This story is really worth reading. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out some warmth in human relationship.

~~ Here are the cakes...............

Cake 1 - This is my pick. It's just so chanteque

Cake 2 - Nak gak henbeg camni..ehehheeh

Cake 3 - Cantheque,but too frilly cam orang kawen nye kek

Cake 4 - Basic yet enticing

Cake 5 - The deco is just plain dodgy

Cake 6 - an OK OK sort of cake

Cake 7 - Also an OK OK type of cake.Hmmm~

Cakes 8 - Owh comelnyer macam munchkin dunkin donut

Love,bcoz of u I never strayed too far from the sidewalk,
Nadrah

2006-06-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

I am like a bird, I will only fly away

Phewww..yesterday I was so glad. Glad I am glad. One month of agony and finally I am free. Free to feel free to breath the air (before this, I felt like I was choking eventho there's no sign of restrictive respiratory failure) and feel free to watch all the movies I had downloaded (Drumline,Akeelah and The Bee,Little Manhattan,Paradise Now and a few more from the network). I want to re watch them all since I am sure there may be some parts which I missed while doing multiple things on the same go.

My exam started on Friday, 9th of June and it ended on a Friday also 30th of June. So now I am an exam free girl..Yippeeeee!

And last nite was the longest nite ever. I sleep since 9pm woke up at 1200am just to pray without turning the lite on,then straight away to sleep again..and now here I am typing this entry after I bloghopped to everyone's :-)

My plan for these remaining 10 days in blessed Ukraine
1- To do what I missed doing during exam period- MAPLING
2- And doing score of other things also..hahaha..

My sincere wishes to all my frens who are sitting for the make-up exam next week. Focus and pray a whole lot.Insya-Allah.everything will be A ok!Ameen. Darlings and dears please pray for them too........................................................................................................ (Anyway cant really feel that happy till all my classmates are thru third year.My shopping buddies,buckle up and study hard this 5 days..the mall and rinak and kharkov are waiting for us)

I want to live in a castle hahaha

Love, I donno where my heart is,I donno where my home is,
Nadrah

2006-06-27T03:19:00.000-07:00

FOOD FEST : Intellegible, Asceticism,Gladiolus,Abrogate,Ursprache...

I got an email from KakSya today.. and I opened the mail and I was mesmerized by the pics she sent me. Hehe. Furthermore I was hungry at that time,early in the morn. I would like to share the pics wif all of u. And would like you guys to be your own version of Adlin Aman Ramli, Kudsia Kahar,Paul Moss or even Syafinaz :-)

This is my pick AFUNDI 1

This one looks yummy oso AFUNDI 2

B A S I C yet it appeals to me AFUNDI 3

Anyone up to this? AFUNDI 4

Miahaha,x sanggup nak makannnnnn AFUNDI 5

Ya Allah,ni pon nampak sedap~~ AFUNDI 6

Among the not so nice ones ahahaha AFUNDI 7

Ok GUYS please AFUNDI the food above.

Love,Saddened by the absence of Kokondong in AF4,
Nadrah

2006-06-25T07:08:00.000-07:00

Will be updated soon ~ (please watch this space)

M U S T I K A

Kau yang berselindung
Di balik sutra
Warnamu pelangi
Engkau mustika hati
Pesona cinta
Mahligai rindu

Malam dingin yang kejam
Aku tiada gentar
Kerna cintamu
Misteri alam yang terbongkar
Lena jadi sedar
Kerna kasihmu

Yang dulu ku cari
Rupa-rupanya ada di sini
Dan yang bermain di mimpi
Menjelmalah engkau dalam realiti

Dulu lalu depan mata
Tapi ku tak hirau
Ku Tak peduli
Tapi setelah ku tahu
Hanya engkau teman
Kau tak ku lepaskan

Mustika, oh… mustika
Mestikah aku menjadi penanti
Pelukan sakti cinta sucimu
Aku tak sabar menantikan esok hari
Bawalah daku bersamamu
Oh, mustika hatiku
Mustika, oh… mustika

and gudbai to sarep who is flying back to mesia tomoro..

Love,will update when the great itch hits me,
Nadrah

2006-06-21T23:58:00.000-07:00

Soca Feva : Urgh , Argh n Yeay

The fever had been affecting everyone altho some already had developed immunity to the fever bug. As for me,for the first time in my entire YOUNG (haha,had to stress here the no of cups I had watch is no more than 3 cups) life that the Cup brings not so much anticipation and excitation from my part. There are several pathogenesis of why it is so.

First and foremost : My dad is not here (my partner in soccer watching)
Second and then : Aida n Anie also arent here to share gossips and live tohmahans
Third and hence : My housemates support different team from me.
Fourth and last : I am just plain pissed off with football fanatic.Especially the fans of England (kekekek)

Anyhow it's a free country everyone can choose which team to support except just dont overdo it.By sitting in front of the common TV downstairs,dividing rows England fans and the non England fans [D'oh,the world revolve more than just England as its centre-altho greenwich is situated there..Hummph]

To add salt to my injuries-granulation phase- Ukraine team-maiden appearance was scarred by dismall performance of the players whom according to the local newspapers and from the cleaning lady (gossip) wont last long in the world cup. *Sigh*. I am just so glad the country I am in currently is part of the WC.But then again,according to Olga (my cleaning lady) we should just pray our best,Ukraine will not end last in its respective group.Haha,Olga I can reassure you we wont..kekekek since we beat Saudis to pulps last time. Hoping to decapitate Tunis soon~

And then Holland Supporters,can be counted with all my fingers in the upper and lower extremities.*sigh* again. Argentina and Brazil suffer too from the over excessive and over fanatic England fans( I bet,only a handfull of them know England's keeper's name..Hahah)

And now England had proceed to the 2nd round,u can see all the fanatics down there,donning England Red n White cross shirt..Urgh.And then Kudos to tv-owners in 5th hostel who let ppl (like me,tv-less people) to come to their rooms to watch. That's the spirit my dears..haha..Yeayyy

I'd like to end this raving entry. More like my heartfelt dissapointments to the "celup"-ed Englishmen downstairs..Muahahah..And also to Acap..And the rest of the you guys who support England..Hahahahah..

For Awe the Brazilian Bus

My Current Personal Team

YKRAUHA

My Hitman - Andriy Shevshenka (this is how u pronounce the name)

These are the typical Ukrainian males look like~ :-)

Love,tension building up,
Nadrah

2006-06-21T08:05:00.000-07:00

Pathological Anatomy : Prodromal Period And Latent Period

Today I went to the hospital late, coz my frens who wanted to go together woke up late and they were late. The exam was scheduled at 0830 and I was still at home,asking them to get ready fast before I went "Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhh" hehe. And then both of them wanted to walk. It was OK by me since I was no longer in no hurry to arrive at the hospital . My stomach was rumbling ,feeling there's a butterfly inside and I felt nauseated.Basically it was just like another day when everything gonna get so wrong in the end. I prayed and prayed to Allah the Almighty to let this day run smoothly.

When we arrived there,the examiners werent there. I was like "Oh,that's good" . My other classmates were already there except for two who decided to sit for the exam on 2nd reexamination.

Because I was late,there were already 7 people on the exam room. While the remaining seven were quarantined. It was OK since all my classmates decided to go after the first batch. So we were like chatting and memorizing, and discussing yesterday's AF concert (All of us,were AF's buffs..hihihihihi..GLAD I AM GLAD).

So lets jump to the questions I answered in the earlier part of the day

Slide : Miliary Tuberculosis
(How in the whole wide world I forgot the giant cell's name was Owl's eye)

Macropreparation : Atherosclerotic Aorta
(okielah,i knew heart by heart :D )

Subjective : Infarction Necrosis and other morphological type of necrosis

Oral Qs : 1 - Biopsy
2- Ischemic Heart Diseases. Causes.Type. Pecualirities
3- Perinatal Period. Prematurity in Babies, Overmaturity in Babies

Well,to sum it all. I am glad it's over..And I will definitely dont want to re do this day again. Full of dramas and tension building up. Glad it's over. Beautifully I can say

England,the Lions

Saudi Arabia,the Hawks

US,the hooligans? ahahah

Love,2 more to go H O T T O G O Aummmmm,
Nadrah

2006-06-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Been Tagged By KakSyifa, Forgotten to be tagged By Zaki

1. senaraikan 3 perkara yg sdg anda fikirkan skang??

~why in the whole wide world zaki chose not to come to Ukraine [chatting~]

~when should i start study path phys today @ tomorrow

~Lucky i din get any questions about PUD,Glomerulonephritis,Appendicitis,Measles

2. makanan pe yg sedang anda fikirkan skang?

~bubur nasi + sambal udang

~spaghetti tengah hari tadi

~gulai ikan masin+sayur cendawan [dijanjikan oleh sorang klasmet andainya dia lulus,makanya..raya la jap gik]

3. senaraikan 3 perkara yg hendak anda lakukan ketika ini?

~hmm to bathe

~readying myself for kenduri

~start reading pathphysio

4. senaraikan 3 perkara x best berlaku baru2 ini dlm hidup anda??

~i din kno how to differentiate blood and that's so BASIC

~home alone,coz everyone is scattered at their respective study group place

~din really have the idea what to cook for only one lonely girl..ahhaha

5. senaraikan 3 perkara yg mmg besh yg berlaku baru2 ini dlm hidup anda?

~ermmm i got 4/5 for pharmacology

~i got 4/5 for my pathological anatomy

~i made a whole lot of new frens every single day I went to look at slides in the hosp. :-)

6. sekiranya anda nampak lelaki or perempuan yg encem or cantik apakah yg anda lakukan?

~plan A : as usual,my usual reaction,will be gosipping to the immediate person if she/he is close to me hahaha
~plan B : If someone I knew,I will smile..

7. sekiranya anda terjatuh di tempat ramai org, apa yg anda akan lakukan?

~owh i will be so damn ashamed of myself hoping for the floor to eat me up,in the meantime,will definitely get up and run ASAP

8. senaraikan 3 org yg kene buat tag ni selepas ini...

~Anyone with a good heart

~Someone nice

~YOU!

Hehe,so the pix accompanying this entry are the buses in the world cup..And this is not the sole entry for today will be updating again SOON~

Go Holland Go

Ukraine u r hafta make it,please have mercy on me

My other team,Samurai Spirit

Love,AFUNDI NAD,
Nadrah

2006-06-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

Roses : And My Favourite Rose

Encountered some interesting topic to ponder upon night time last week at Mando's
taggy. It was about two girls and a boy discussion about the meaning of the color of roses. And both of them were right.And I was wrong. Hehe, so I am jotting it all down what I had learnt so that I wont forget about them :-)

RED roses show love, passion and respect. Red roses of any color say "I love you"; deep red roses imply unconscious beauty.

PINK roses communicate happiness, appreciation, admiration, friendship, sympathy.

LIGHT PINK roses denote grace, joy, gentility and admiration.

DARK PINK roses are to singnify thankfullness.

LAVENDER symbolizes love at first sight and enchantment.

WHITE roses signify spiritual love and purity; but of the soul; bridal white means happy love. White roses can also signify secrecy reverence humility, innocence, or charm.

YELLOW shows "I care"; friendship, joy, gladness or freedom.

CORAL roses imply desire.

PEACH roses indicate modesty.

ORANGE display a feeling of enthusiasm, desire and fascination.

WHITE and RED roses mixed together signify unity.

RED and YELLOW rose together say "Congratulations!"

YELLOW and ORANGE in combination imply passionate thoughts.

A red rose

A yellow rose

A pink rose

AND

My favourite rose

Love,the more we get together the merrier we'll be,
Nadrah

2006-06-15T11:39:00.001-07:00

Post Pharmaco : Synergism and Antagonism

Well well well, another paper done..the heart is happy,the mind is tired, the body is submissive so no studying tonite hahahah..Yezza~ Basically it was a happy day,coz all my classmates passed. Altho yesterday Ukraine lost in her maiden appearance in this year WC,the profs were all still in a good mood which is nice. Hehe. I had been praying for my adopted team to win since their winning matters big time . My senior told me that if Ukraine lost there goes my hope to get good mark down to the drain,well as it is..it is not.Thank GOD

As usual,this is a collections of my questions so I will get to read them again when I am a full fledged healer later on.There were three segments to the exam,

A - Situational Test (to solve pharmacological qs..)
B - Prescription writing Test (in Latin)
C - Oral part of the exam

Question 1 : Method of drug introduction

Question 2 : Cholinestrase Intoxication . Method of treatment. Classification

Question3: Amiadarone and antianginal drugs. Beta adrenoblockers in treatment of heart failure

Question 4 : Sulfanamides

Part A and Part B were done beautifully..Hahaha.. But part C..Hmm could have done better.
The long and the short of it, I love Mr. Sapekhin for patiently waiting for me to reconstruct my memory of Sulfanamide and gave me a good mark for my pondering effort. Hehehhee

And my class teacher,for having the confidence to send me in. Although I myself am not sure wether I should sit for the exam or not.

Still three more papers left. Pathological Anatomy, Pathological Physiology and Internal Medicine.Am hoping high to get good grades. Darlings and dears as usual please pray for me. Tq tq

Learning Bandage on the kids

Love,while feeling at ease with the universe,
Nadrah

2006-06-12T15:22:00.000-07:00

Kebosanan In Da Middle Of Da Nite

Been blasting my laptop off with songs,series and wat nots and I donno wat to do nemore,so it is tym to update blog I guess.. hehe..and the theme for most blogs that I bloghopped since da eve (erm dormant blogs are not counted heheh) is either kawen2 stuff,AF stuff,lonely2 thingy (I m lonely no more) and also paste2 thing from BLOGTHING

So I decided to do some fun simple survey and post it here.. Hehehe..It is fun coz not many neurones are used to publish this entry

Your Ideal Pet is a Fish

You're both laid back, quiet, and content with your own little worlds.
Just don't stare at that fishbowl for too long!

What's Your Ideal Pet?

Your Personality Is

Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them!

The Three Question Personality Test

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love.

You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't?

You prefer a quirky, unique person to be your lover. You're easy going about who you're with, as long as they love you back.

In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm.

Getting over a break-up doesn't take long. Easy come, easy go.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Your Blog Should Be Purple

You're an expressive, offbeat blogger who tends to write about anything and everything.
You tend to set blogging trends, and you're the most likely to write your own meme or survey.
You are a bit distant though. Your blog is all about you - not what anyone else has to say.

What Color Should Your Blog or Journal Be?

You Are a Red Flower

A red flower tends to represent power, seduction, and desire.
At times, you are loving like a red tulip.
And at other times, you're very enthusiastic, like a bouvardia.
And more than you wish, your passion is a bit overwhelming, like a red rose.

What Color Flower Are You?

I think almost 95% depict what I am :p

Love,Hugging Lelly tight,
Nadrah

2006-06-10T01:05:00.000-07:00

Post Surgery Period : Summation and Potentiation

Hoho,yes today ..this morning for the next academic year I dont have to learn General Surgery anymore. Am glad to say I had packed all my notes inside my cupboard. Wonder how tall my notes are if I stack them all against myself tho.

My confidence was shattered in the earlier part of the exam. When I diagnosed the blood wrongly. There are four blood groups (A, B,AB and O). My bloodgroup is B+ what's yours?. Hmm I took the same blood sample with my classmates both of us answered at the same time (to different proffesors belakang membelakangi). She said AB and I said AB also. Since all the blood on my petri dish agglutinated and on hers also (since we chose the same blood sample haha). And my prof said NO. And I heard hers said NO. I was so like shaking coz I m not sure no more. Huhu. Then I put isotonic solution the result is still the same..The prof went like " I think it is blood type II" while my fren's said "it's type III". Without batting an eyelash I said it was false agglutination. After debating why it was so.. and a couple of extra qs.He passed me.My fren wasnt that lucky.

Next station,is the X ray determining section. Hmm I got X ray of humerus with multiple fracture. And the treatment I just name all the method of reposition I kno russian style n international style. So that part was Okie also..

Now Oral time,jeng jeng jeng..2 of the questions from my card I really kno superficially coz I thought I knew them so I din really prepared "profunda"

My Questions were (doctors and frens alike,feel free to answer hehe)

1.Application of bloodsuckers in surgery

2.Petgett-Shroetter Disease

3.Ketamin narcosis : course influence on human organism,advantages,side effect

4.Syndrome of Multi-Organic Failure. Diagnosis and treatment

5.AIDS in surgery

6.Indication and contraindication of Blood tranfusion. And its action

Hehe,glad to say I answered all while bluffing my own confidence. Since no 3 n no 5 i don really know the subject very well. But I guess I did OK.So,one down four more to go. Am still praying hard. Darlings n dears do pray for me keh..

Erm,dinasor digigit dracula

Love, Glad but the still cant breathe easy,
Nadrah

2006-06-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

TAGGED by JET ADAM (mati2 ingat ko lelaki dulu..tp haishhhh)

1. Were you named after anyone? >> Natrah/ Maria hertogh of Spore..

2. Do you wish on stars? >> Yes but salah OK

3. When did you last cry? >> when I watched road to guantanamao

4. Do you like your handwriting? >> nope..i have always wanted flashy handwriting

5. What is your favourite meat? >> C H I C K E N

6. What is your most embarrassing CD on your shelf? >> "Video2 Nad Di First Year"

7. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? >> hmm segannyeh..haha

8.Are you a daredevil? >> kadang2

9. How do you release anger? >> shopping~

10. Where is your second home? >> ina's room

11. Do you trust others easily? >> yep..and that's so far my biggest weakness

12. What was your favourite toy as a child? my dad's computer

13. What class in school/college do you think is totally useless? >> art

14. Do you use sarcasm a lot? >> wif my buddies on'y

15. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? >> what is mosh pit?

16. What do you look for in a guy/girl? >> balance..(wasatiah)

17. Would you bungee jump? >>nope forbidden by my mom

18. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? >> NO,i just take them off

19. What's your favourite ice cream? >>stroberi..chocolate

20. What are your favourite colours? >> Red,pink,orange..

21. What are your least favourite things? >> ermm ermm..things? ermmm..botol air sekolah rendah dulu2

22. How many people do you have a crush on right now? >>one and only

23. Who do you miss most right now? >> ibu ayah haziq angah acik + mimi

24. What are you listening to right now? >> Menuju puncak gemilang chaya~~

25. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? >> red cam kakmin

26. What is the weather like right now? >> 25 degrees,windy

27. Last person you talked to on the phone? >> some russian salah no

28. The "first" thing you notice about the opposite sex?>> wether he's frenly or not

29. Do you like the person who sent you this? >> definitely..

30. How are you today? >> fine,glorious,happy n hungry

31. Favourite non alcoholic drink? >> Pepsi,Coca Cola,Milo Ais

32. Favourite alcoholic drink? >> armm..to name a few..ermm tatau plak

33. Natural hair colour? >>natural blonde..but now dye them black

34. Eye colour? >> dark brown

35. Wear contacts? >> no

36. Siblings? >> 2 sisters and a bro

37. Favourite month? >> February

38. Favourite food? >> KFC tats where i wanna be (mom's cooking is always no 1)

39. Favourite day of the year? >> hari raya

40. Have you ever been too shy to ask someone out? >> op koz

41. Scary movies or happy endings? >> sucker for happy endings

42. Summer or winter? >> winter ..i just like it when the world is pristine white

43. Do you want your friends to write back? >> YES!

44. Who is most likely to respond? >> ermm..if I paksa then I kno lah..haha

45. What book/magazine are you reading? >> A Mother's Secret by Christine Haddad

46. What's on your mouse pad? >> no need mousepad (xdela Puteri UMNO cam org tu)

47. What did you watch on TV last night? >> arm don have no tube

48. Favourite Smell? >> mommy n daddy's

49. Have you ever regretted breaking up with someone? >> N O P E

50. Most tiresome thing you've ever experienced/done? >> reworking surgery with butirsky a.g

Hahaha,i love surveys..i love being tagged..So all in all,this is an easy ride..except to alter the font and html and coloring and wat not

prektis melawan ihab~

Love,Satisfied,
Nadrah

2006-06-07T09:08:00.000-07:00

Mirul..Mirul..Mirul...(AF4???)

Hehehe, I had just updated early this morning Mirul,so I apologize for this rather short entry. I would like to wish a happy birthday cum goodluck wishes to my fren here in CSMU, Amirul Nazri Wan Zawawi.

You introduced me to so many of ur net frens of which I am grateful they are now part of my life. Thanks for them. Thanks for you being you. Hehe.

Anyway life is full of those kiasu ppl whom we cannot avoid in the course of our YOUNG lives (just imagine when we get older,how and what these ppl had become). Without them,life's a bore also. And there are certainly lots of thing running in my mind while I m typing this,but later2 okeh.. ;-) .You made life in Ukraine seems normal and BEARABLE Thx for that oso..

Good Luck Bro. May we succeed . You are one year older..(lagu besday wan terngiang2 diingatan)

The ever bergaya Mirul..ehehehe

Thanks Zaki..Haha..jawatan aku adalah puteri

C Dneom Razhdeniya, Syaslivo,
Nadrah

2006-06-06T23:02:00.000-07:00

Slightly Feverish : Decrease of IL-6 ?

Been feeling unwell since yesterday, I couldnt really think clearly and my reflex is late,and as much as I try to doze off my eyes wont. So there the feeling of lack of sleep lingered , both lower extremities were cold, runny nose and also the irritable mood. So fellow doctors and frens alike,what's your diagnosis?

Anyway,my mood had been off for two days straight already.(HeHeHe). And being constantly thirsty and having severe back ache. Been lying down till close to get bedsores myself in the day part of the day. While at night,depressive mood clouds over rationalized thinking and get the better of me. (Kinda feels like a character from one of Sidney Sheldon's book with MPD).

Well,today when I woke up I knew the answer,it is the starting of fever. So I straightaway took 2 pills of analgesic drugs (without having breakfast yet) haha,I was so anxious not to catch any kind of disease when my exam is approaching.

So ladies and gentlemen,darlings and dears out there, your sincere silence (or loud) prayers I seek. While Acap you have to pray for me everytime u solat and so is Mr. Delp (COMPULSORY). Oh can i just make it wajib to the rest of you also?[the list goes like this--Abang Faiz,KakMin,Abang Toriq,Abang Khalique,Kaksyifa,ZAKI(since ko cuti bek ko solat hajat tuk aku wei),Ijad Mando Naneen Ihab (mana ko pakcik?) ,Pojan, Ayman tak kisah,ANI AZIDAH,Eva (habis da blom link kat tepi tu?)dan lain2 Hehe panic attacks!!!

With that I, I would like to end this entry with an announcement during the duration of my exams. I will not be able to update regularly. But will continue to do so just because I would like to practise to be a pro-blogger.Hehe.

p/s: Sincere wishes for a couple of good buddies who will go to war today n tomoro..my turn will come soon..*sob sob* tatottttttttttttttttttttttttttt

p/s2: Undilah Haziq n Salima (Ihab aku dah converttttt) lepas tengok full prelude :-)

Passport back to Malaysia,when all these stupid exams finish.. Mommy nak balik dgn begaya mommyyyyyy

~the accompanying song is a reflection of my inner self~

Love,wishing all the best to myself and everyone else,
Nadrah

2006-06-03T16:26:00.000-07:00

It's Hot : Mengerengkot Seperti Udang

Today the temperature is 34 degree Celcius a sudden increase from 25 C in the past few days. It is like summer has finally come . And I've to be prepared to avoid sunstroke/heatstroke since it's going to reach 36-37 C soon. The feeling is not solely mine since almost all in my "Fellowship Of CSMU" YM group,had vented their feelings on their respective status.. Among the best and made me laugh for 5 seconds

Yaguka - Mengerengkot seperti udang kepanasan
Timb. - Aku di Malaysiakah atau di Ukraine
Gie - Aku sanggup memasang aircond~

and many more.. there'r like 40++ ppl were online just now,and almost all were displaying "heaty" status. Ahaha. Too bad peeps,according to the weather forecast the this kind of weather is here too stay until late August..well,prepare to be sun burned

Anyway,I had bought a sunscreen with SPF factor no 18 (ahaha,i donno wats the different between factor no 15,18,25 just to be safe I bought the middle one) with water element says the bottle la~Am just wondering how fello oversea students cope wif this extreme condition weather?

~A quick shout out to fellow maple-gamer,Bro Bandit Maut on his birthday today~

The weather was cold back then

and here comes the sun~melting all the snow away

Love,fanning myself to oblivion,
Nadrah

2006-05-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

A Birthday Wish : To My Buddy

This entry is solely dedicated to a very close friend of mine, Muhammad Faiz Baherin or glamourly (exist?) known as Hata by bloggers and friends alike in conjuction with his 23rd Birthday (He is 24 if u use Hijrii Calendar ahahah).

A very happy and a very merry happy birtday I wish to you. And may this birthday bring you lotsa happiness, increase in your amal and may ur life be blessed always and may the friendship we built in the course of 8 years remains. May you become a better person without changing the person I've always known before.Anyway here's a birthday song for you by New Kids On The Block (remember Joey Mcintyre u guys?)

Happy Birthday to you

This is your day

On this day for you

We're gonna love you in every way

This is your day, your day

Happy birthday to you, to you

Happy birthday to you

You're still young

[about the young thingy,i m not so sure ;-) ]

Age is just a number

Don't you stop having fun

This is your day, your day

Happy birthday to you , to you

This day only comes once every year

Because you're so wonderful

With each and every thing you do

And I do sincerely hope,u r going to pass ur final with flying colors. Jangan asek pasrah sajor!! Again,a very happy birthday

Semoga semakin tabah mengharungi hidup,

moga semakin cekal mengejar mimpi,

moga semakin kental menggapai impian.

Haha,i donno how to use photoshop yet ngehngehngeh

To another fren,Mr. Delp who is also celebrating his bday today. Happy besday je ler..malas mau buwat entry ahahah

Sanah Wildah Hata05,

Nadrah

2006-05-20T11:05:00.000-07:00

Long and Winding Road

Would like to tell about my giddiness gearing up for my State Exams..Huhu,In Ukraine,the system is simply different from the rest of the world (together wif Russia,BelloRussia (sapa tau apa nama country ni?) and other CIS-many of them still keep the tradition in education..
We have to get the signatures of all the teaching professors and to get this signatures it is not a simple task..

First= Cleared all ur class' exams

Second= No miss class or miss lecture

Third= Pass the MCQs (hundred n hundred of qs)

Now, I am in the middle of finishing all three..and I have 13 subjects to clear. Aaaaaaaaaaaaa..quite tension...coz I have to sit for the 5 states later..and only one month to complete all but the classes are still going on..

080606 - General Surgery

4 days later- Pharmacology

5 days later- Path anatomy

4 days later- Path physiology

5 days later- Internal Medicine

Just hope,pray to The Almighty..will settle all of them next week..by friday I want to be a free man (literally..)Howsoever no extreme measures will be taken as always from my part but mebbe I will decrease the load of serial watching..hehe.

And to you guys and girls..darlings and dears,please pray for me.. Thank you.

Lelly's foot

Without my fren,I m nothing

Love,Feverish,Runny-nose n coughing bouts,

Nadrah

2006-05-16T11:40:00.000-07:00

Tagged By Mando : A self-proclaimed W E I R D O

So in this entry I have to list out five weird things about me (or is it about people around me?)

Weird Fact File No 1 :

I can stay infront of the laptop/PC for so long since I was in Standard 6 without ever feeling bored. Self confessed Internet Addict, labelled by her own dad an addict was punished not to surf the net for one year ( Dad din kno I did get my supplies somewhere else,or he knew but pretended he didnt..hoho) . All my siblings are computer freaks.

Weird Fact File No 2:

I turned to shake rather violently when I was nervous before an event or oral examination..hehe but it stops as soon as the event is about to begin. So there..nothing to worry about..but still weird thinking at that time why in the world I am getting my self into this

Weird Fact File No 3:

As much as I love songs be it contemporary or classical. I can never (as long as I remember ) sing one song perfectly in accordance to its melody..heheheh..dont test me. I am telling da truth here. I am under the tell the truth spell. I love all kind of music..janji sodap..

Weird Fact File No 4:

I like making frens with different type of people,different strata in the society and also whose view differ 180 degrees from mine which brought me a lot of to die for frens and also a few kecaman and tohmahan. But din care bout that. Life is about making frens . My classmates nagged to me once coz I made all of us came late to school since I stopped in the middle of the way (walking to the uni main building) and we saw people doing demonstration in front of the courthourse and I stopped and chatted with an old uncle asking what the demo was all about. Hoho sorry mates I m just a curious lil kat..

Weird Fact File No 5:

Teachers,old male teachers have always had a soft spot for me.. Mueheheh ..so life is wonderful whenever my prof is an old man. So that I can be granddaughter-like (which I am) . But had always had a prob wif single unmaried female teacher.Hua hua hua..Wif male teachers (young) I guess the rest of the female population pon sama2 hepi kerana mereka lenient wif gals

I thinks that's all for today..but would like to end my entry to day with a simple spell

On wing of thunder,honor bound,

Search me out,I drum the sound,

Twist and turn in the night,

Frens come in my dream,be my guiding light

(tanda malam ni mengantuk sajerrr)

Bekas baju dikedai sebelom dibawa balik kerumah..Heheh membelinyer kerana comel

Love,one of the charmed ones,

Nadrah

2006-05-13T13:29:00.000-07:00

A day for Mamas : Happy Mothers Day

In all of creation

All things great and small

You are the one that surpasses them all

More precious thanAny diamond or pearl

They broke the mold

This entry is specially dedicated to my mommy, Asnah Hasan (see how creative my grandfather was). If my father is my pillar of strength..My mommy is my heart n soul. Simply. When I was small and in the phase of an unruly teenager, my mother and I were always at the different end of the rope. We never thought the same.My Idea was bad. Her ideas were bad. We shared the same traits, be it emotionally or physically . My dad had always told me. You guys not only look the same but are like two pods in a pea. Hehe.. was quite offended at that time wif my dad.LOL

But we started to bond when I was growing older,form 4 n form 5 like that.I was very close wif my dad while my mother was very close to my 3rd sis(youngest at that time) when we were small..so Coz there are some things you cant ask your dad about. My dad was very strict about having pet bro,crushes,secret admirers,guy frens (except those who are my former schoolmates in ABIM,dad trust fellow ABIM-ians like the fellowship of the ring). On the other hand,mom is a lil bit lenient about these sort of things and even shares tips how to handles unwanted calls. HahaHaHa. And there were lots of stuffs cannot be discussed with ur dad simply because he is a guy. So my mom is the ever patience listener of my woes and tales of the hardship of being a girl in a religious school,the trauma of growing up every single thing in da world that happened to me I want her to know too.

My mommy complemented my father. Whatever he lacks she fills it and vice versa. So they maybe different attitude-wise ,thinking-wise,taste-wise but I had always been mesmerized how they had always act as a unit.

I just so miss my mommy very2 much. Miss her warm hug and her singing voice. When I first pack my bag (tomoro I m off to the wasteland hehe) she sang the song I m leaving on a jet plane.So we cried together while packing bags (yeah..both of us cry at the very simple thing) and start talking of the yesteryears and cry again.

And the last time we voice chat(ed?),she said she missed me. I miss you too mom.Happy mother's day Mommy.God bless you.

Ibu ~Ayah~ Haziq

Suka sangat gamba nie

Ibu berdiri melayan tetamu

Ibu dan Haziq

Love,missing my mommy and my whole family unit,
Nadrah

2006-05-10T12:12:00.000-07:00

Birthday: Pillar Of Strengh

Tomorrow is my daddy's 45th birthday . I can still remember when I was small he will always proudly told me that his birthday fall on the same day UMNO was formed. And he jokingly said he will be an active politician one day..But the wind had change its direction heheh..

Dad had always been the one I run to whenever I had problems with my life. Be it small or big, I had always turned to my dad for answers (My mom n me share the same characteristics haha). And never once he failed me. He s always there giving me pointers. He is the kind of man,when reasoning with his kids ,he always has two or three ways for us to tackle the problem that lays in front of us..the pros n cons but in the end the final decision will always be from us.In a way he prepared me for life outside home.

I can safely say I m the closest to him. When I was small,every Saturday both of us will go out of the house as silently as possible to spend our Saturday morning together. Push the motorcycle (his fave Boon Seng Honda--dah rosak tapi) about 500m from my house before starting the engine (my sisters were small at that time, I was 5-6-7-8-9 the xtvt stop when my Saturdays were filled with co-co) and then we'll go jungle trekking,to ulu bendul,to jelebu..enjoying the kampung scenery before returning home around 11-12 pm. Miss those times

Nite time,until now..my sisters n him will look at the sky looking for our stars.. I know they have their own name but i forgot..there are these three stars facing one star..The lone star my daddy said is me coz I m the leader of the pack (meaning my sisters n bro). When I was small,the star had always been his (before haziq came) but he said now it is mine..so that I can watch over my little sibling.

Huhu, I cant write more becoz ..hmm just becoz..alah,kinda miss home like crazy..So I end it here with a birthday wish to the man I love most..Happy Besday Daddy,may God bless u always and thank you.

Ayah ~~candid

Ayah kat Slovak,taking wif him my MP3 player

Love,ayah shares his birthday with Maplestory,an omen to continue playing,
Nadrah

2006-05-08T01:28:00.000-07:00

Special Report : House Of Black,The Undisputed Champion

haha,seterbelagaknyer the sentence above,I dont care hehe. I am reall proud yesterday to be in the House Of Black .During the first part of the day,Orange team won almost all the saringan(forgot da word) and came out first while the blackies trailed.That dampened our spirits quite a bit.But the captain chearleader Day made the day A-OK by continue giving us things to do beside moaning by doing superb cheer.(But we dont have routines like the Pink n Purple Team..too bad should have form our own cheerleading team so that lagi menonjol)

Altho,the best sprinters were in my house,both of the 100m (W n M) winners (both are blackies) failed to win the most coveted title in any sport event..Olahragawan/wati 2006 they lost to two orangian (as they called themselves--who won 2nd runner up to them simply because both orangian entered the long distance run also--unlike all blackies (we were not forced to enter all category haha ) .But Its Ok Its Allrite Come Blackies Fight ! Fight! Fight! One of the cheers.Ahhaha

The sukaneka event were dominated by the black team,as well as the short distance runs. Tarik tali (apa ek in Eng.?) Women Category,100m,200m were among the events which provided us with extra mark. Syokkknyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

The Slogans Of the Day

Orange- H O T T O G O Aummmm

Purple- Purple Dynamite Bom Bom

Pink- Bei Meinem Haken~ We will Sink 'Em

Black-Budak Hitam De Return

Mascott

Orange- A tiger (siap dgn ekor skalik)

Purple- The Purple Knights

Pink-Pink Pirate

Black-Men In Black (the Black is Coming)

The Cheers

Orange- H O T T O G O Aummm

Purple- takde cheer...Yayy and Go Go Go purple onlee

Pink- P P I I N N K K ...yeayyyyyyyyyyy (

Black- When I say Hi

You say Tam

What are We

Yeahhhhhhhhhhhh HITAM

n a no of spontaneous cheers led by Day..the blackies are all a sport when it came to shouting at the top of their lungs.

The male pinkies were so so so so so so sporting when they donned the color of their team and also be part of the pom pom team..siap dgn pom pom lagik.. haha it was fun seeing all of them with pink pompom n pink outfit n pink headband (LOL,i love pink tho).And it was fun when the pinkies perform their cheers

Nana said " Black beraturr" n

Muiz said "Korang tau tak apa tu silat sendeng?"

Blackies "tauuuuuuuuuuu"

Muiz "Tunjuk Skettt"

Seluruh black yg berbaris menyendeng..hahahaha syoknyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrr

Overall

Champion - Black

1st rn. up - Purple

2nd rn. up- Pink

Last but not least - Orange

Sosek Sosek

Orangian were not all happy with the result when it was announced.. But hey guys,the sports day was just for fun.. Terimalah kemenangan kami seadanya

Summary

I was so happy despite all the energy spent yesterday.Simply bcoz

1-we won
2-the team spirit (no one cheered louder than us)
3-the superb support group comprising off --the refreshment team,the AMT,the decoration team and the rest of da crew
4-the athletes-got a handful of state runners and players--too bad purple team had many national players haha..but still we won (matilah eksen)

But these are the only pics I managed to snap ( n a couple more,ppl running,ppl tarik tali,self camwhoring...but not naish),the purple knight n my own team parade were blurred beyond reason..mebbe too much of jumpin2..kkekekek..wait aa i will go scavenging other people network tonite to see if any of them had sharingly share the photos of yesterday's event

The Banner

The Flag

The Pink Pirates

Orangian Mascott-Tiger Aumm

Love,still the euphoric feeling lingers,

Nadrah

2006-05-07T14:30:00.000-07:00

Just A Short Note

Heheh guys.I m happy.. I m Glad.. But I am so so so tired.. So I would just like to tell you guys. I will be updating with pic tomoro..

We WON We Won...

Love,proud to be a blacky,
Nadrah

2006-05-02T13:19:00.000-07:00

Remembering The Blackies

Yeay,as expected the House Of Black live up to the expectation and became first but after certain circumstances (our marks had been deducted due to two reasons.. A lot of people who registered for table tennis game didnot came to the game,and dressing not in accordance with the islamic syariah..Motif ketua rumah x bitau???????????) which forced us to share the top spot with our unspoken rival,the house of Orange (feels like JK rowling while I write this)

Howsoever am so sure (matilah keyaqinan tinggi melangit) that the HOB will win..
Anyhow the real reason that lies behind this post is the movie Remember The Titans. As I had told earlier I m incharge for the cheer (but penolong ketua rumah yg did all the cheers hahaha) so there was this one song that continues to spin in my head..

Hey hey-ey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na, hey hey-ey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na, hey hey-ey, goodbye
Na na na na, na na na na, hey hey-ey, goodbye

I knew that I heard it in the RTT movie,so I opened up my D drive and looked ferociously on my all time favourite movies folder.. (haha,an exaggeration..there were only 4 movies in it).So I watched the RTT movie and felt the same uplifted feeling when I first saw it back in 2003. So I'd like to share the gist of the movie to those who isnt lucky enuff to have yet stumble upon this great movie

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In 1971, in Alexandria, Virginia, the town's high school football team, the T.C. Williams Titans, are very popular. T.C. Williams High School current football coach, Coach Yoast (Will Patton), is nominated for high school Hall of Fame. But a few weeks before the start of the school year, a white store owner shoots and kills a black man who was suspected in stealing a product. This causes a racial seperation between blacks and whites in Alexandria.

Then just before the start of the football season, Coach Yoast gets demoted to Assistant Coach in place of Coach Boone (Denzel Washington). What's bad is that Boone is black, and Yoast is white. Most of the town's residents are angry, and even some of the players are willing to ruin their football career's to quit the team to make a statement. But at the start of football camp, Coach Boone won't take any racial diversity.

Boone treats all of his players equally, he has his football camp practices appear to be a mixture between boot camp and group sessions. If the player misses catching a football, he has to run a mile. If the player doesn't know anything about the person of the opposite color that they are rooming with, they have homework to get to know one another. With this, it creates a special bond between these men.

Men who act more mature and humane, unlike most of the residents of Alexandria. But when Coach Boone and Coach Yoast prove that the Titans are a winning team, the issue of race is erased and the true meaning of teamwork is born.

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Well, I really feel move by this movie..beside the swell looking actors and good acting..there were a whole lot of morale if u happen to watch tentatively .LOL.I think that is it for today since tomoro I am going to have my usual wrecked (??) wednesday..hehehe..so am signing off here

The Poster of the above said movie

Love, when all I need is an affirmation, LOL

Nadrah

2006-04-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

A few days update (compressed style)

Y'Oll..howdy? As for me this week is quite hectic,i have so many programs needing my attention,my social time..at the same time compromising my happy hour time..hehe..Even while writing this,I m in a hurry to go out and get some stuff for tomoro's sports event. Another 15 minutes to go..so here I m writing and jotting..

Been strolling around uni compound again,hoping for the new bunch of flowers to crop out..but many are still in buds (the darling buds of may,will appear only in May I guess).The only flower that can be seen around is the tulip.

And a pic of an auntie in the market,I was planning to take the pic of her oranges but she said she wanted to be in the pic as well,so there..I dont mind..but the problem is she asked me to develop the pic and give it to her next week during my weekly marketing session..Malasnye nak ke kedai gamba dan mendevelop pic nye sorang. See lah how.Tak janji ek aunty

And Yesterday,my classmates(guys) been having futsal tournament so all of us girls came down to root for our team comprising of our classmates,our classmate's bro,and few of class's frens.Though we lost,but they fought valiantly.Its ok next time (next year) we will get our hand to the dato Sri Samy Vellu trophy.. Hehe yes guy that was the name of the trophy since dato sri was generous enuff to sponsor the tourney. The winning team will get hryvna 1400 equivalent to RM1000 equivalent to 400USD. quite a big sum of money . Haiyohhhhh was so dissapointed gak..hihi.Oh yeah team Odessa with Fakru as the team manager did better than mine tho and managed to go to the quarterfinal. And Shimi (to someone who is particularly interested in Shimi ;-) ) had managed to score 5 ke 6 goals and among the top scorers of the day.

The pinkies

The Above Mentioned Oranges

The Above Mentioned Aunty

Some Of The Players in my team..

Odessian in action,behind the goalpost,having arterial Htension everytime the ball is near..HoHo

Love,Internet do connect far away ppl (Haha Motion Accepted)
Nadrah

2006-04-26T09:04:00.000-07:00

Yes : A confirmation of Spring

Hehe,been snapping around uni and the park behind my hostel today. Eventhough it is still cold 12 degree centigrade but I can rest assured (yeay yeay,tho i love winter spring is much more lovelier) it is spring already by the blazing sun (ironic tho,it is still cold) .Love springtime when the teachers mood is as bright as the tulips in the uni compound Ha Ha

Tulips~~

Close Up Of The Tulips~~

Bunga tulip kahwin campor

My Favourite Tulip,coz it is P I N K

Uni Portal, not open for outsiders

Para para sakura..menari menari

Sapa nak bergayut cam tarzan mai ler sini

Outside : Remang remng Senja

Love, And pictures speak a thousand words
Nadrah

2006-04-25T06:42:00.000-07:00

Moral Obligation and The House Of Black

Erm been sometime since I last updated my lil blog. Hehe,this is like a thank you note kepada penggesa2 yg x jemu2 menggesa sampai rasa tergesa.Though the entry today will be short, coz I am trying my hardest to level up and then there's this invitation to do party quest (quest but with a whole lot of peeps in it) so that I can level up faste and Coz it was an uneventful week..except for KM and BA Hihi. Dont want to elaborate waiting for the special entry from KM's Part,tho I can see that in BA's blogspot, the link had been retouch with this beautiful red flower on top. Ahahah. And of coz Syazwan of France is in SIMFEROPOL yeay~~

I am gearing up for UMNO's sports day which will be held next Monday n Tuesday. There are 4 houses all in all. Black,Pink,Orange and Purple.Was lucky enuff to be in Black tho quite jealous of the pink team which had already had a mascott --pinky panthery. While the blacks are still indecisive which animal to be used as mascott. Among the suggestions were

1.Gaban

2.Malaikat Maut

3.Puma

4.Harry Potter's wizard wearing black robe.

The Pink team had already decided on their costumes also,and had already decided on motto which I heard is superfluous..hahaha..

The Orange team had been assaulting the black team on YM status n MSN status which was very fun coz the most alim guy n happened to be captain of the blacks join in the status wars which can be seen every nitez without fail.

The Purple team so far is so quiet I don even kno wether they exist or not. But a confirmation via YM status was made last nite " Barney akan berjuang tanpa berlatih,bersedia yg lain2" Hahah.

And then little scenes of namecalling can be seen on da street be it the girls or the boyz all are trying to defend their own houses.A scene involving a black guy and a pink guy

Pinky : Oiii ,takkan nampak gigi jer?

Black : Apa ko nak pondan? (Haha,of coz it was all in jest.Nothing seriyes)

While for the blacks..tonite will be the meeting grande. And I plan to pass since 3 others of my classmates happen to be in Black House and will report to me.I was told to handle the cheer n kutuking part. Had been brainstorming with a couple of notty people..hahaha.. U Sutun,POOH and Barney just wait.

Wan Of France with Mirul Of Simferopol,in front of my Uni

Cantik tak gelinya nie?

Love,when question was answered with another question

Nadrah

2006-04-16T14:15:00.000-07:00

The Eye Predicts Difficult Week Ahead

Well,this past week had bring lots of wanted and unwanted memories.. the wanted of coz hehhe will be treasured as the many wonderful things that had happened to me ..while the unwanted..hmm hopefully it will act as a stepping stone for my future success. Like my dad had always told me whenever I encountered a difficult situation,setbacks " Pengalaman mendewasakan.As u grow older there will be different problems u r going to face. So this is a life's lesson for u " He repeated these words (various ways but the point is always the same) to my sisters also (as I happened to eavesdrop (hehe) everytime those youngsters took my father to someplace safe from other people eg: his room,the buaian outside). So now my dad is far away,and I cant possibly tell him heart to heart all my probs .I dont want him to worry and dont want my mom to get any wind of it. Ahaha

At the beginning of the week, as usual I hate mondays.And tomoro is monday. Means surgery n internal disease. Hate surgery back..Hate surgery back!!!

As the week progress,so did my mood..on Thursday after a lil incident at the cafe..hehe..anyway am not going to give out my personal details to anyone I m not familiar with for example my birthday...my phone number..n bla bla bla..and pls respect us women.

On friday,there was a holiday coz of tamil new year.. Happy tamil new year..I had a blast this day..morning went to the hospital..my patient was super duper happy..so it was really easy to do my job. And his wife was there..chitchatted with her..about her two sons (she said she will bring them next--one is 19,the other one is 12..hehe).This man was diagnosed to have chirrosis of liver (complication of hepatitis) So I did the usual Kurlov's Test (to determine size of da liver) and I found out the liver was enlarged. Come one intern,he watched me then he did what I had done one more time and proclaimed in Russian so the rest of the ward can hear..that i dx wrongly..no enlargement bla bla bla..thank goodness the patient mr. IGI said and i translate "She is still a student,it is normal for them to make mistake" TQ TQ TQ..I really2 hope my future patients will have tis kind of attitude..after doing my job there. Went to city centre on the lookout for a fren's besday present.And raw things for her birthday party..The food was superb..the piano was really excellent too..

On usrah today, my naqibah told us next week there will be a competition among the groups (around 10 usrah groups) and she wants us to study well.. and as usual dak2 skola agama akan ditolak ke depan..yeehaa..cant wait..

About the topic for today's post..I will elaborate when the time comes.Haha..Sori dori..I donno yet wether the prediction is right or wrong..to be on da safe side will not tell first..hmm anyway please pray for us third years..and second years too..anyhow only one person notice i m not my usual self,muehehe very observant occay~

On a complete different story, I got this from a fren.So this is the first time I read about it.Please comment and what dya think?

Sesungguhnya tudung wanita itu ada tiga. Pertama, tudung Yahudi, kedua, tudung Nasara (nasrani) dan ketiga tudung muslimat.” “Wahai guruku, jelaskanlah kepadaku kerana aku tidak pernah mendengar hal yang sedemikian,” soal salah seorang pendengar di hadapannya. “Pertama, tudung Yahudi. Wanita Yahudi memakai tudung juga, tetapi lebihan kain di depan semuanya dilempar ke belakang. Kedua, tudung Nasara. Wanita Nasara pun lebih dahulu memakai tudung juga, tetapi tudungnya terlalu singkat, sehinggakan dadanya masih kelihatan. Dan yang terakhir tudung muslimat, wanita muslimat memakai tudung berpandukan firman Allah dalam surah an-Nur ayat 31.

Haha,this is de game that I had been playing all week,kelihatan daku tergantung kerana x mo mati kalo terjunam ke bawah

Love,being happy when i get lots n lots of mesos,
Nadrah

2006-04-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

A Shout Out To A Dear F.R.I.E.N.D.

Hehe,tho i don have anything to share today except that Kak Min is going to Egypt.. Hmm,will be missing u KakMin..A Lot A lot and A lot..And Again A lot.. Hmmm and then,I cant wait to see the result of what ur close frens had planned as soon as u came back from Egypt..Ehehehe..

Anyhow wishing u a safe journey and safe return and at the same time hoping u will think of me always overthere..NgehNgehNgeh..Ehem2,That's all I want to say. MmmUax

Here's one of my faveret pic Of Kak Min.. *yay*..

Ni la mendenya yg nad mintak Izin tadik Kakmin,gambo shinobi yg nak nad paparkan

Love,missing quite a number of people already *sob sob*
Nadrah

2006-04-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

A Sunday: And Yet Another Post

Hahah,must be wondering why sudden urge of updating these past few days. Well truth be told, I am glad lotsa exams I had finished.. Now waiting for the final 5 exams another 2 months away..Starting with surgery first. Hopefuli am going to excel all of them. Been pasting revision schedule for myself on da wall.. Anyway,am waiting for my study group to start again after being disbanded last time (feeling S Club 7-after the last state exams). I don really like studying in a group but then again I cannot deny that it did helped me a lot previously.

And today can be considered partly yaumul hazan..and partly happy (this is due to another world that I had been visiting regularly and am particularly at ease to be there rather than in the realm of normal talking back people..haha) coz i m levelling up again..am posting this after I got levelled up.. haha while the happiness is still there n no reuptake of serotonin yet.

The sad part is,when a disagreement occured due to a rather petty matter to me. Hmm Hmm .. don want to disclose what it was yet..but it is pretty OBVIOUS to those who are in the know. Well, lets pray everything gonna end up alrite. "Bersatu kita teguh,bercerai kita roboh". I am really really hoping everything is just lyk before. I do love my frens very2 much.

No Usrah today..So I am using my free time,updating blog,cooking,washing ma clothes . The laundry down there was so inefficientttt.. they hold my bag of clothes for another one week. I want my pink bedsheet back!!!! HuhuHuhuh..

A shout out,to the ppl leaving on the floor above me.Please do not skip skipping when it is already one in the morning. It really bugs me coz I want to concentrate doing whateva thing I am doing at that particular time without my brain and heart having to cajole me..that it was onlee ppl skipping up there not some other ethereal being.. Ho Ho Ho..

A park where my frens n I visited during our free time or when the world's closing in on me

Two cute duckies in de lake...kawaii~~

~There are 4 seasons in a year,changing and changing.And so does human being.Hopefully we are changing toward the better and not away,drifting~

Love,when the weather is dull outside but sunshiny in the other world,
Nadrah

2006-04-08T12:11:00.000-07:00

Mrasa,while the line is good..

Hmmm..today I started my morning shouting at the top of my lungs..More like "Makkkkkkkkkkk,dah lambat" . I was really really late to rework my surgery (kinda like small2 exams...) .The handphone's alarm didnt wake me up..I set it to ring 3 times ~545 am,615 am,630am~ But still I did not wake up.. Until I heard audibles from my laptop.. " Hallo..Hallo..Anybody there? I can see U" the characteristic of a friend, and from another screen "Ahahahah"<--suara gedik happy tree frens and yet from another screen Indian audibles.. Mrasa laptopku jam dipagi hari bley..saba sajer..

So I went to the hospital L A T E,the amounts of students there My god..felt like turning back home and mengerengkot back in my duvet. But then,after much consultations wif the consultants of my class,I stayed put..and queued like a nice lil girl after having a terrible nitemare..haha (don ask,i, myself didnt understand what I m blabbering about). Nyway,at 11 the prof no longer want to take any students in.. D'oh...so I went home,and then there was this Secret Recipe Competition(cake decorating competition),where my bureau was handling the AV thingies and multimedia thingies..Hoho,sorry mate couldnt help u out. SO just go n show my face,and went back to my room ,solat n 30 minutes mapling before going back to the competition..

Overall,the turn out at the competition was quite unexpected. I had been imagining it will be a close affair..but quite a lot of ppl showing up..giving support to their mates who participated in the event.. YeayYyY..2 of my classmates did entered the competition..so instead of doing my job (which was handled rather superbly by the other member of my bureau he was quite the life saver today..being an MC,technician and everything under the sun for the event.TQ yar)

After the event,the cake went on sale,bidding actually. The price started at 45 Hryvna(local: Griven) equivalent to RM29. Quite cheap I guess..So me and my frens were jumping2 bidding...We were bidding for the 5th place cake (coz it has stroberi in da middle(lotttsss) and I had managed to bug all of them to agree--these are my hostel mates) A lot of people wanna buy this cakeeeee.. I was so pissed off..coz I need that stroberi meri cake~ The price went up 5 times before we close the deal at 51griven. Then,another mate want chocolate cake..so again we went bidding..and this timeeee the competition was even fiercer..Imagine this guy who keep on bidding against us,we raised the price by 1 griv onlee..he upped it by 10g.Aaaa..so frustrating. In the end we let him buy the cake for 88g. Haa..amik kau (tho,secretly i felt that I should raise my hand again n again,until he cannot afford it.. Too bad we din have the cash either HaHaHa)

So this is wat an exciting saturday looks like. A very enjoyable day indeed.. And news about my gaming activity am levelling up tonite ,level 15. Made a lot of money and loot a lot of things. Feel so happy..tonite I am going shopping~~ La La La La. Off to Henesys.Ciao cin cao

A song for a friend who just came back from Manchestee

Kamin dah pulang
Emak buwat cucur
mudah saja tambah air
adun sebati goreng dan sedia
tepong cucur adabi rahsianya
udang enak jagungpon lazat
adik suka lemak manis
tok suka ikan bilis
kami nak lagiiii
boleh tak cepat?
boleh~~
ADABI~~

This is a luverly pink cake,but somebody else bought it. Jam and Dang~

This cake s name is "My Little Princess" Yeah,me me me

One of the two cakes dat my frens n I bought

Another one,35g onlee..coz no one want to buy it so they lower the price n happeeli we bought it

This was the 80++ griv cake. Kepada abang toriq yg minat cake.. P A (pa) D A N (dan) ahahhaa..

Love,when all the baddies got scorched while am levelling up,
Nadrah

2006-04-07T13:22:00.000-07:00

Hehe,An Update..

Well well well,it is like I m setting myself a trend here,updating once a week..haha..erm this is my 50th entry so it is a golden jubilee for my blog (1 entry is equivalent to a year)

This week is just like any other week but i rather enjoyed this week immensely for an unknown reason just that every morning i woke up feeling quite happy n contented n at ease wif de rest of da world(except when my brain thought is channeled to think about some not so nice thingies that were happening in my surrounding but i can always pretend all of them are not happening and just mere illusions.)

On wednesday,I was assigned to a patient with raynaud's disease. She's a pretty ,vivacious young girl around 14 years of age.A tartarian muslim.Her name is Luda (not her real name,to protect her identity *mrasa cam menulis majalah). She was so very co-operative which made my life easier and hers oso..hehe.

A lil factoids bout the disease :

Raynaud’s disease is a condition that affects the blood supply to the fingers, toes and occasionally the ears and nose. During a Raynaud’s attack, or episode, the blood vessels constrict (narrow) and the blood supply to these areas is reduced. This results in several skin color changes which are often accompanied by a throbbing or burning sensation, cold, and numbness. The exact cause of Raynaud’s disease remains unknown. However, current research is coming closer to determining a probable cause.

During a typical Raynaud’s attack the affected area may first become white (pallor) as the blood supply is reduced, then blue (cyanosis) as the oxygen supply to the area is depleted, followed by bright red (rubor) as the blood returns to the area (reactive hyperemia). Raynaud’s disease, by definition, involves three color changes. However, they do not always occur in the same order for all people all of the time nor do all three changes always occur in a given attack.

How Is Raynaud’s Disease Diagnosed? (So that Kakfiza n Kakmin can self-d(x) themselves (hahaha)

Primary Raynaud’s disease is diagnosed following the Allen Brown criteria:

At least two of the three color changes occurring during attacks which are provoked by cold and or stress.
Episodes have been occurring periodically for at least two years.
Attacks occurring in both hands.
There is no other identifiable cause for the Raynaud’s episodes.

Additional testing which a physician might do to help with the diagnosis:

Antinuclear antibody blood test (usually negative in Raynaud’s disease).
Examine the nailfold capillaries which should be in a normal pattern.

A lil extra :

She even corrected my grammar once or twice (mrasalah malu ya amatz) but in a good way..which sent me ROTFLOL a few times.But dear, I wish u a steady n speedy recovery. Godspeed.And how i wish my future patients are going to turn out like u

Luda in action

The eversmiling and happy girl

Life's simplest pleasure,eating sundae at McD wif ppl that make u feel like u own da world..ye lah makan mcd sampai sumer lambat gi kelas haha

Love,killing and getting killed.. RIP (dgn roh terawang2 diudara), Nadrah

2006-04-07T11:17:00.000-07:00

A lot of different stories..

On another matter, I can see that a lot of people are gearing up for the yearly Malaysian net aka prom nite. Last year there was no prom,since the U*** president of my uni is a staunch Muslim yet this year,after he failed to defend his post the prom is up n about again. *Sigh* Hmm,the place where it is going to be held itself make it a no-no for me,due to my self conscience and a vow I made to my daddy a long long time ago. My naqibah been telling my usrah mates not to go not to go but how little she know 4 had already purchased their tickets and are already deciding what clothes to wear and how to accessorize and one had already decided to wear tudung bienda style.D’oh. Feel so powerless to give my two kopeks worth of advice since the above said was an ex religious school student herself . If only I can garner enuff “keberanian” but I don’t think I will.*sigh* again.How so ever,been enjoying myself trying my frens’ accessories. They are so so so many things I donno rupa2nya regarding accessories,mix n match thingy,shawl,retro dress code,partner-asking (if u go as a couple,u gotta pay cheaper). And then again who I m to judge the reasoning behind their going-outing-dating to da prom.. And then again,none except one of my classmates is going to tis year's prom hence the clean record of not going is gonna be shattered tis year.. *sigh*

But that will not dampen my spirit to enjoy my own prom,haha what’s the use of ur imagination if u did not let it run amok once in a blue moon (in my case,there had been lot of blue moon sightings hehe).

Oh yeah,should I go to a meeting,when there’s an individual who will always cut short whatever and whenever another person is trying to speak or present ? If that’s the case I feel might as well u conduct ur own meeting wif urself, as the director. Her attitude had been bugging me ever since the first meeting for this year. Just because ur frens are in the upper echelon of the society that does not give u the rite to butt in whenever I am speaking,at least a “point of information” or even “izin laluan” would be much welcomed.*sigh* *sigh**sigh* (amik ko triple lagi)

Anyway,basically I enjoyed this week (beside almost all my profs were in a good mood) is coz I had acquire a new hobby killing snails..whenever I feel like the anger is reaching its max height. Thankfully this kind of game exist.I don’t really like warcraft and GTA coz it uses a lot of my memory space and then they are too rough and sometime the bloody scene seemed so real that it make me wanna puke(Still got dizzy,if so many blood can be seen gushing outside a cavity or blab la). When I get back to Msia, am going to buy a nicer n bigger audio card for maximal effect of puas hatiness whenever I connect to my onlime games.

Haha,after re reading this entry it seem like I m venting my anger and ke tak syokan kepada manusia in a written form..hehe..anyway feels a whole lot better already. And a lots of the words are left hanging. Those who know me well, will probably understand.. :-)

Love, but wif mixed feeling,
Nadrah

2006-04-02T07:03:00.000-07:00

Been Tagged (Edited)

I found another nice blogthing thingy..hehe and why don u guys try it.. and I am SUITABLE to be in the medical field yeay yeay yeay..

Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating

You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.
You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.

You should major in:

Statistics
Speech
Conflict studies
Communication
Finance
Medicine

What Should You Major In?

Your Blogging Type is Spontaneous and Shocking

Nothing is off limits for you when it comes to blogging.
In fact, your blogging style is basically "Shock and Awe."
You're competitive - you strive to be an A list blogger.
And with your wild writing style, you just might make it.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.
You're the type that always has multiple streams of though going.
And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.
You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

You Are 76% Open Minded

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

Hahaha,I just so love doing these kind of things.Hopefuli more to come..Anyway there's another post later tonite..Golden Series Holiday~~Muahaha..

Love,while its raining catty and doggy,
Nadrah

2006-03-31T20:10:00.000-08:00

My Blog had Been Updated ( E D I T E D)

So this week had been a busy week indeed. Did anyone notice I had 4 exams, one exam for every day of the week except on Wednesday. And to make matter worse still had to prepare for the subjects on Wednesday (Path Anat,Paediatrics,Pharmacology-the 3Ps) which had probably decreased my serotonin intensely.Ahaha,due to serious lack of SChLeeP this week,I fall asleep while watching a chinese comedy story starring Stephen Chow Sing Chi in my housemate's room.

Monday

Been there,done that,told u guys about it

Tuesday

Hygiene-MCQ Exam,so hard couldnt imagine passing wif a high mark.

Thursday

Path physiology-MCQ 90%, Oral-4

Friday

Radiology-(donno,x sempat tengok..coz berlarian balik)

And then,after coming home from the centre(after Radio exam!)..chatting wif a few very good frens of mine,so when almost like everyone nak berqailulah (motif qailulah before maghrib ahaha adakah trend disana atau memang identiti seorang saje?).So I decided to repair my blog..erm hence the skin search began...jeng jeng jeng.. I had try a few actually but almost all were like the old one,small entry space.And I want one with color that can be absorbed by my taggie easily..hehe..after I republished..I bloghopped,when I get back to my own blog,notice Zaki's message asking to change a few things regarding the link and avang faiz to change the font size..okie done that..

By the way,sapa tau nak alignkan nad nye GUBUAN link to canner?????

And then like 10 minutes after I finished repairing,I want to go cooking dooking..but was buzz! buzz! like a buzzing bumble bee by Mando asking for a few pointers in updating his blog. So he also had changed his template. Yeay..

Okie this is all I want to report..but here's a song I found so comforting listening too.Oh yeah,I had all the soundtrack for Sound Of Music already..and been playing them all together with Sutun,so imagine my playlis of the week Ahhahah.Ok guess the songs plish..(motif feeling ahli kuiz?)

Nothing ever come from nothing,

Nothing ever could

So somewhere in my youth or childhood

I must have done something good

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You wait, little girl, on an empty stage

For fate to turn the light on

Your life little girl is an empty page

That men will want to write on

A fren sent me this haha..got ur point buddy.But u too are like this. And a few of good frens of mine oso should use this as their wallpaper..mueheheh..

Love, (",) but my back aches,

Nadrah

2006-03-28T03:43:00.000-08:00

My Weekends,Monday and Tuesday in a glance

Hehe, this week had been a hectic week,and so did last week. A lots of subjects demand my attention to them. Tho, I was not diagnose with ADD when I was small, it seems to me that the disorder had finally catched up wif me when I am already 21,and am now eligible to vote..Hehe.

Saturday,25th of March
Woke up quite early,after staying up late..coz I got to cook for the evening event. My classmates had been planning for this pot luck like forever..It was like the only continuous topic to be debated day after day since last month.

While waiting for my fruit salad , Chatted with Abang Khalique,who uploaded Sutun for me..(Hehe,Tenkiuuuu nok <--motif berkasar bahasa?) .And I had to download it with much patience n passion all together,coz I kept getting disconnected.Luckily I have download manager software.So what I did,watched Sutun part by part like it was a serial drama.Hehe.

The event started at 3,but purposely showed up late (at my chief's apartment). Haha,coz no one seemed to be away from his or her PC ,waited until got buzzed to come down.Wowwwww..the food I tell you.Let do a lil list of the food

1.Nasi Minyak (how to translate? Oily rice? Muahaha)
2.Paru2 Sambal (again how to translate, Sambal-ed Lung?Muehehe)
3.Ikan Bakar (still donno ok.Anyone?-Muekeskeskes)
4.Kuah Dhal (hahahahaha)
5.Sotong Sambal (kuikuikui)
6.Carbonara (macaroni with cheese,sourcream,beans,tunafish..resembling pizza patutnya)
7.Fruit Salad
8.Pineapple pudding
9.Currypuff
10.Ice Lemon Tea

Meriah ok~And there was a make-up event for the girls.While the boyz watched movie. Haha..super~And last but not least,it was a super late besday party for me actually hehe..coz last time they only belanja-ed me in a restaurant,so this was the traditional class party..A must have.Got another present, a bigggg cutieeee doggie who can doubled as a bolster also. Already named- Qitmir Niki (motif nak letak nama omputih jua?). Thank you guyz,from the bottom of my heart.Touched~

Sunday,26th of March (Election Day)
Nothing much. Usrah. Got back from Usrah.Chatting. Studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy while watching Sutun again n again~~

Monday,27th of March
Exam was scheduled at 830am. Butterfly in my stomach. The hospital where the exam was held was quite far. And decided to go there by cab (mrasa duit kitorang melayang2).

I was the fifth to be questioned. So got to see how other people did their exam. Was so cuak coz the prof seemed like he wasnt in a good mood today.My turn came,the first question was Mandel sign..like tapping2 the stomach..Okielah..the palpation of liver,also okielah...the was asked symptoms of liver disease,so I rambled-lah whateva I had read last nite..and then I said that's all sir.He said " Hmmm what about Dupuytren's Contracture?" I smiled coz like I felt I had read this somewhere.So the answer gotta be in my mind.Just have to bertenang and find the peace within (logikkah?).But the answer did not came,hahahhahaa..the silence was like for eternity ..n then I rememberlah..about hand. I just told him what I knew. Phewww.. Then was given 3 analyses-liver,urine n blood and had to determine what kind of disease they represent.

In the eve,surgery as usual..so this is wat had been bothering me since yesterday. The patient was a white girl,her age around 16-19 like that. And when she saw us coming ( she was still conscious), she objected to my prof. She said basicallylah

Girl : I dont want all these people to be here when u cut my stomach
Doc: Erm, I cant do nothing dear. This is a teaching-hospital
Girl : But will they see me (ermm undressed?)
Doc : Erm,I think so.
Girl: Please ask them to leave
Doc : .......

A few minutes later the girl was not aware of her surrounding anymore,with the help of dithilin and ketamin..So what do u guys think,should the doc respect the girl's wish? Or his conduct was appropriate .What about a patient trying to exercise her right ?

Tuesday,28th of March
Here I am typing this overdue entry..hehe wif much enthusiasm..I am glad all of my classmates had watched Sutun. Just now I had a one hour and 45 minutes break.Berkejaran ke rumah,signed in to my MSN,sent the file to another classmates and another classmates (like dua tayangan serentak-coz one girl harddrive was wif me I forgot to bring haha..after they came yesterday's eve) .And all of us were late to attend lecture watching Sutun..hahaha..and even when we got back from lecture ,what we did were re-enacting the scenes in Sutun. I felt blessed and in my element..hahahaha.. MOTIF? Thank god my class is an OK sort of class,takde thiqah terlebey..or social terlebey.. Wasatiah seadanya~

The Make-up kit

After make up

The food

Qitmir Niki

Analyses yg pelbagai

Love,while having fun,

Nadrah

2006-03-20T09:30:00.000-08:00

A not so wonderful day, yet full of nurturing incidents

Kejadian Tidak Menyenangkan 1
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I woke up quite early around 5.45 am lyk that.. went bloghopping one round and then perform Subuh prayer. And then I fall asleep on Sejadah!!!!! I was suppose to leave home at 7.15 and I woke up again at 6.45am. So tergopoh gapah menyiapkan diri segala. Ina had been buzzing lyk mad already..hua hua hua..sori dori.. Berlarian to her hostel,and saw she was the only one standing.Meaning the rest had left already (the hosp was quite quite far). Anyway thank you buddy for waiting.

Kejadian Tidak Menyenangkan 2
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At the hosp,the prof still did not come yet,so took a few glances at the note for today.And then when the class started I was given 5 objective questions and 4 blood analyses to be done in the span of 20 minutes. JAM n DANG!!! I donno any of the questions (Knew deep in my heart,am going to failed this quiz). So set aside the objectives and put my whole last remaining neurons concentrating on the analyses. Hafta be all correct..it was a do or die situation here. So later,after the prof marked my paper..haha,I got only two correct in my objectives (so down) --but got all four analyses correct--iron insuff. anemia,myeloblastosis,allergy reaction n lympholeukocytosis. Phewwww...

Then straightaway to lecture hall,munched a few biscuits (from fara's bag haha) and listen to quite a boring lecture..which almost sent me rocking of to dreamland a couple of time.While fiza n irna had already dozed off..and I,myself finally succumbed to the sandman's temptation .Thank God the lecture was nearly over. Woke up just in time,the madam said goodbye. (And I did not see Mirul in the lecture hall..ahaahahah)

After lecture,there was a short break around 15 minutes before the next subject began . So terkocoh kacah..berlarian looking for empty toilets to berwudhuk, and went to my class,borrow sejadah from fiza and perform Zuhur prayer at the store again (remember the synchronized salaming pic?) . Againnnnnnnnnnnn,another quiz..Surgery this time. Wargh..kegeraman nyata OK!! Hi,donno la~~ .Then,was bundled up to the surgery room,and watched another appendectomy (was quite relieved the will be no major op today..or I swear I m going to faint in the surgery room--cannot tahan feeling lethargic n malaise).

Kejadian Tidak Menyenangkan 3
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So ,the operation started fine, until the intern noticed there was a complication, the man's vermiform appendix is not at the usual place but at the back of whatever serous coat he said, I couldnt pay attention and I just nodded a couple of time. Still thinking,this will end soon,5 minutes more..than HOME. Haha, the operation went on and on,and the man was injected myorelaxant for time,his glucose bag,was nearly empty (showing how long the op took place) and a colleague was shouted by a nurse coz his right foot crossed the sterile line.. a couple of frens and I (there were 12 students at the op theatre today) mendengus to the nurse erm trying to show support to the fren here but was giving a killing stare and "SILENT" by the intern himself ahahah. Adoi..the intern was sweating,mebbe he,himself didnot expect the op to be this difficult. I silently prayed he will finish his job soon,since I was already dizzy watching that much blood wasted.

Kejadian Tidak Menyenangkan 4
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Finally,the op was over,berlarian to the changing room..change clothes..said goodbye and a quick smile to the prof before berlarian to the coat room (where students hang their coat). Took a mashutka,paid for Ina since she paid my fare in da morn (forgot where I put my money). Took the back seat,since I planned to catch a few winks,was so mengantuk. And then two russian girls came in. They were very rude..they stared.. and then I said in low voice to irna saying I wanted to sleep and she said she,too,is gonna sleep. The Russians then mocked me n Irna..

Russian : Gol dol mol ahahha..Plof kek roti.. (ekceli i couldnt exactly remember what they said..but they were mimicking my intonation n irna's)

I was so pissed off,but we pretended like we didnt hear what they said. And I continued chattering (about important stuff,x jadi tido) then we heard the two russian girl mimicking us again..and then laughing like two overgrown hyenas. I was boiling inside. Straightaway I asked Irna in Malay

Nad : Irna, Bodo dalam russian aper?
Irna : Glupa kot (katanya tersengeh)
Nad: A'a Glupaya (terus menguatkan perkataan glupaya dan memandang tingkap tengok reflection sendre)

The russian stop mimicking us,and terdiam a few secs. And then continue chatting in their own native language before this they were chatting in the gol gol gol language and turned around and laughed at my friend n I. Padan~~ Haha,Me and Irna smiled to each other before sleeping. Tapi sangat sakit hati with the two childish russians. A brother sitting adjacent to Irna's seat showed a thumb up sign. Rasa sangat puas hati..even their people disagreed wif them.

Kejadian Tidak Menyenangkan 5
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Arrived at home,feeling hungry..and my turned to cook..went to mesra.net for easy recipe.Then chatted with a couple of dear friends of mine. One,went sleeping feeling sore in d head after I termarah dia.Get up and about soon w/out the persistent headache ok. Now, I want to sleep and wake up later and start revising for tomorrow mock exam (Exam with my teacher,next week with the head of dept..Have to pass this to take the next week exam..haiii lah!!). Anyway although today is not so wonderful like yesterday and the day before yesterday. After a few minutes of muhasabah,there were so many lesson to be learnt from all the unfortunate events that had happened today huhu. Pengalaman Mendewasakan.

Yesterday was a late celeb for wawa,this one among girl housemates on'y

This is the handmade porcelain doll,erm remember how much it costs?Ahaha-Sib baik ko suka wa!!!

Love,feeling restless and tasedapati,
Nadrah

2006-03-17T13:09:00.000-08:00

Yeayyyyy.. Got A P.A.R(par)C.E.L(cel)= parcel

Woke up early in da morning,feeling excited coz I am going to get my parcel today.

(The notification arrived at the lobby of my hostel yesterday-I was there watching the postmaster delivering letters,notification,small boxes to the dezhurni (the hostel keeper la kot) while complaining ditranslatekan

Dialog 1
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Post Master : Sapalah yg ada nama panjang sangat nie?
Mama Hostel: Taktau la plak
Post Master : Sooltri?
Mama Hostel: Nama Inggeris kot

I was just an inch away,menempekkan muka kat Mama hostel's workstation. (Kinda cubicle,covered with glass panel).Trying to put on a stony face..hehe..When the PM went out of d hostel, I took the small notice ASAP,and tore up to my room...while laughing out loud..hahah..)

So, today I went to the post office..and I knew I m going to get it,from the postal worker..be it the usual aunty or any other ladies working there.

Dialog 2
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Makcik Kaunter: Pasport Mana?
Nad : Oh,kene ada pasport ke? Student card tak boleh?
Makcik Kaunter: Boleh jer.Bak sini
Nad : Eh,saya terlupa bawa student card. Pasport jerlah
(Sambil dipandang makcik itu dgn mengangkat speknyer)
Makcik Kaunter: Sign sini
Nad :OK. Eh makcik kat mana tadik ek?
(Haha,padan muka makcik)
Makcik Kaunter: Tapi nama dalam pasport tak sama dgn nama kat box
Nad : Oh,tu nama samaran. Tp kan nama famili sama nie..Hehe,cuba tengok ni
Makcik Kaunter: Tahu,nampak
(Ewah,dia plak bersarkastik ngan aku)
Nad :Tenkiu dan melambai2 makcik tuh

Anyway,the parcel had been opened and re selotep ed,but the inside box was not touched. And the postmarks showed it has been to Russia first..then to Kyiv..before making its way to Simferopol from the land of the prophets. And there's a letter of clearance from Russian post office. That was not what I want to tell but the letter had a translation to it,but in FRENCH haha..I had always tot english is the lingua franca of the world...was too tergezut.

So later that evening,when I went home,I ripped the kertas minyak and terus tergelak kerana ada accompanying stuffs to the bengal tiger (Simba lah). Anyway to the sender, thank you very much. Was really touched..There's no bigger word from me except Thank You Very Much.Thanks for being such a dear friend to me all this while. Masheh bebanyak

The Pink Kotak

Simba,frontal projection

Simba,lateral projection

Tempat meletak henfon

barangan aksesori henfon

Pink Smiley

Blessed,
Nadrah

2006-03-16T12:42:00.000-08:00

~SCHOOL DRAMAS~

Haha, I read this tagging thingy at Kak Min's blog just now..and feel like an excitable electron to do the same..ASAP.. so here I am,against my own golden rule,no back to back update in two days..heheheheh...

How many schools did I go to?
Hehe, my dad was never a great believer in school changing..hence I had only one school for primary,secondary,college n uni..
Primary- Islamic Primary School (ABIM), Seremban (1990-1996)
Secondary-SMKA SHAMS,Seremban (1997-2001)

Was I the studious nerd, or the last minute hero?
Haha,last minute hero..can never imagine myself being studious,to hold a book continuosly for 15 minutes is enuff torture for me

Was I the class 'taiko' or the teacher's pet?
Primary- Oh,infront of the teachers I was in this clique of little angels. Fakru included.But then we were these little horrors actually. Was caught cheating in Alam n Manusia,together with my close buddies--najihah,fakru,myself + sapa lagik ek??--all were prefects.Fakru was the head prefect hahahahaha..actually that was not out first time..we had been doing it many times secara terancang(to maintain the status quo-1,2,3,4)..n oso..me and najihah was caught roaming under our school building..dia cam there was this old bungalow zaman british kot..bawah dia cam kosong..so that was where me n najihah n iza set up our lil kingdom,menyorok from solat asar..and bawa komik2..until cikgu rohani busted us ...haha..definitely i was no angel..

Secondary-I never ever skipped compulsory classes but I will always try my hardest to skip the evening extra classes,haha,when I was in form 3 was scolded by Ustazah Zaharah Awang who happened to meet me and my best fren,Aida..on the way to OCEAN..when there was supposed to be extra class in Arabic,we were bundled up to class later :p . And was scolded later coz I copied Sarah,another best fren,homework for the evening class.. hahah kene paksa pegi kan..for sure la x siap lagik!!! Cikgu Siwar Kaur knew I never did any English homework but for some reason she never checked mine.. TQ very much.. eheheh.. but I had this close relationship with Cikgu Wan Mahanum and my Debate teacher Pn.Rozana..kinda like being under their wings ..Miss both terribly.

What was the biggest rule I broke in school?
Primary - Ahaahah,erm how about ragging this girl coz she stole my friends n my money and then gave it to someone else.. Was so pissed off,coz I need the money to buy comics.The others were pissed off because they couldnt buy junk food from this one van..So we paksa her to mengaku..she did,feel jubilant..but then get scolded..coz we abuse our power as prefects..hehehe

Secondary - Was schooled in religious school all my life..rasa2nya x pernah wat major mistakes..except skipping2 classes..a little bit of vandalism here n there..but when I was in form one..I was being told OFF by two male prefects coz they saw me speaking to Fakru in my class early one morning..Muehehe..but I said fakru is my cousin..hahahahahahahah..

Three subjects I enjoyed

Primary
Alam dan Manusia --this guy teacher,CIkgu Kamarul was very abang-like..he still contacted me until the end of my secondary years..lost contact coz I went here..and he transferred after getting married..Still keep the book he gave becoz of UPSR

Matemathics--Cikgu paling garang in my whole life,he lashed me on my hand,asked me to ketok ketampi beratus2 kali no pun intended can ask fakru for clarification..asked me to kutip sampah..whenever I did any mistakes in maths. Yet,was very caring and nurture my love for maths and gave little incentives everytime I got scolded.His name arghhh I had forgotten,but his face remains..what aa his nameeeeeeeeee...walhal sgt sayang cikgu nie

Bahasa Melayu-Cikgu Rasidah my class teacher,I was very notty and always tried to pair her up wif my m3 teacher..hehe will always get the characteristic pinch on my tummy..adeiiiii..Love her..she made me wrote 100 lines at a very special book because of my crooked handwriting. Couldnt care less about how I write at that time

Suka gak Tafsir dan Hadis

Secondary School

English - I just liked to sing out loud,never get the chance in my primary school. Here I get to holler nursery rhymes at the top of my lungs in Mrs Sanda Kumari's class. Beside having Nori as my English rival (He is the sifu lah,always is..and forever will be sob sob sob). Fak,ko ingat tak meniru english dgn ezani masa form two? ko tanya eja apologize canner..hahaha..aku beri ejaan US..terus salah :p

Add Maths- I hate learning it at school,but i love learning it with cikgu Bidin..but since I got the knack of it,the subject become bearable at school.

PSI- Hahaha,suka giler belaja PSI..Pendidikan Syariah Islamiyya

Three teachers that inspired me

Primary School--scroll up..heheheh

Secondary school
Cikgu Bidin-- My tuition addmath teacher bley? He was so patient explaining about this one topic probability using all his marker pens. I was so touched. He told me,I can do math easily it was just that I had this mental block and kept telling myself math was hard. He helped me to remove the block.Thanks

CIkgu Mariam Sidek-My mathemathic teacher..Hahah kenapakah daku sangat suka cikgu2 maths? She always told me,kamu ingat saya buta ke nadrah tulis besar2 camnie? hahaha,i was just being my notty self,filled up the answer form (subjectives) sepenoh2 ruang..hahah..and Aida my best buddy,will do her very best to write as miniscule as she can..

Cikgu Wan,Cikgu Rozana,Cikgu Faisal (all of them are very influential,in their own way)

Yooowwww..I loveeeeee being in schooooooooooools.. I had met a lot of wonderful people there over the years.Be it in SHAMS or SRI...

Love,while being nostalgic,
Nadrah

2006-03-15T11:59:00.000-08:00

Being Busted Taking A Guy's Pic LOL

Woke up quite early today,tho I retired to bed quite late. While waiting for Irna I checked out a link a friend left at her commentbox (haha,u kno who u r). The page opened up super slow last nyte,so I went to sleep first and read it the 5th thing in da morning (After mandi sumerlah kan).

Was quite shocked to kno, a prominent public figure was brave enuff to make a disparaging remark not only to the Muslim women in Malaysia,but about Islam in general. The question about Muslim men can take more than one wife had been an issue for quyte sometym,latest group to take a stout challenge of the islamic law regarding the holy matrimony was SIS, a women association yet with a dangerous view.

To me, as a woman myself ( I m not a girl,not yet a woman tho :-) ) yes it is hard to even bear in thought that my "future" husband will lykely to marry somebody else beside me.. AND yes it is even harder to think that I myself will give the consent..but if that's the only way to prevent vice, no doubt i will grant him my permission even though the heart will break..the ache unbearable..but never will i go campaigning against something that Allah say is Halal.

"Her prejudiced views and assumptions smack of ignorance of the objectives and methodology of the shari'a, and a slavish capitulation to western feminism's notions of women's rights, gender equality and sexuality," two female founding members of the forum, Farah Pang Abdullah and Siti Jamilah Sheikh Abdullah, said in a response.

Am glad at least a lot of people,responsed against the prominent public figure's remark. These kind of people need a bucket of cold water from rechnaya river thrown to their face. Being liberal is one thing, propagating your thought to the public is something i can never tolerate. Only two words I'd like to say "Buzz Off!!"

Click here to read The Article

~Enuff said,about the topic above..~

Today was quite uneventful..except in Pharmaco I learnt about Drugs Affecting Blood System. There was this drug nadroparin (but my teacher pronounced it Nadraparin and she looked at me as if I was the manufacturer of this drug..ahahhaaha..I wish I wish)

Then went to paed class,was so bengang having to pretend like I was in New Delhi..went back singgah at Kak Mas's house,lunch,berlagha kat atas her bed..talking talking..then her husband came to remind us time to go to skool again..huwargh..so very the malas der!!

On the way to the hosp,as usual I looked outside the window and melayan perasaan malas..then I heard two russian girls (very young ,around 13-14 I guess) saying "kracivi..kracivi" meaning handsome handsome..so I scanned the mashutka(kind like van hehe..) searching for the above mentioned kracivi malchik (handsome boi).

It turned out the white coat guy..so what else with stalker sejati style I took his pic. But then a friend of mine(Hoho 3 OK amik gamba dia) was also taking his pic but forgot to silent her camera's shutter tone..Dannnngggggggg..She had already packed her slim camera inside her pocket,while I,was still in position..DAngggggggg again HahHaHaHah..talk about being busted.I nonchalantly,threw my pandangan to the window again.The guy smiled and pose readily for my parallel classmate..who asked his permission to take pic..

Dang dang dang..Had a field day laughing at my fren (belajala menjadi stalker daripada yg pakar),I got laughed louder tho..when they saw the pic I took where the guy was obviously looking..Danggggggggggggg

At path anat,had to draw a lot of slides..have to explain a lot of macroprep. Basically went home,drained! On YM,chat wif a few frens..then went to sleep Zzzz.. and then here I am again writing my two penny worth..hehe

This is the guy,around 15-16 years old.AdIk.

Haha,I donno he was looking.Until my friend point it out when we compare pic

The Blessed Microscope

The Blessed thing I had to draw

Bila bosan tengok Slide dan sakit mata

Love,stairways to heaven lies in what u believe and act in accordance with ur believe,
Nadrah

2006-03-14T04:57:00.000-08:00

What a wonderful world (Memang kene mengene dgn entry) -A birthday wish,two get well soons

Haha,walopun diattack with a strong bout of headache..and a fren was down with a fever. Pity him.Hope he will get better soon.And be up and about as usual.. Kassim,wishing u all the health in the world (while leaving a little bit for everyone else). Get well soon,godspeed!

And then,my sister did very well in her SPM(Proud of u,dearrrrrrr..so so proud),kinda happy for her..so I smiled and smiled and smiled yesterday,and my classmate's sister did get very good result also..another reason to be happy and Nalina's bro (my neighbor) also scored in his SPM.Basically yesterday was full of good news.To add good news to it,no one failed surgery test yesterday..Phhhhewwwww..

That's all I want to say for today.. Oh yeah,wishing Mr. Syafiq Ayman of Ireland many happy returns on his 24th birthday.May all that he wishes will come true..Haha..

Psst: There's one bad thing that happened tho,Abang Faiz's pc went down with flu and is now in rehab. Godspeed also the to pc.Radiation box must be alone lah in the room. And kinda terbazir 14.30 griven,called somebody unintentionally at least if gotta speak to the receiving end then its Ok and be happy..but then..huwaaaa..kenapalah x menjerit?????

Posing with a teddy that I can have..huwaaa..nnt u kedai permainan kanak2.Akan ku datang lagi

Hoping everyone is having a great2 day

Love,while missing everyone
Nadrah

2006-03-09T09:58:00.001-08:00

Sorot-Menyorot + S.U.R.V.E.Y

Been a lazy week this week,straight after Monday I didnt study that much because there was no skool in Wednesday .Women's day in Rusia,Ukraine and the Commonwealth Of Independent Soviets (CIS).

On the day itself(Wed),got a few presents from "close" frens who got my birthdate mixed up (I was born the February the 3rd u guyz,not on the 2nd of March,howsoever even if my besday fall on that day,u were still a few days late..heheh..). Hmm love being 21 though,haha lotsa "MEANINGFUL" presents.

On Thursday,(today that is). Went to school,wif much enthusiasm..I have to answer some oral questions today about anemia. But basic2 on'y.We bought the biggest bouquet of flower for our path physio teacher,hoping her mood is good today. And the flowers are costlier than ever. Coz a lot of flower shops were not opened today,only a handfull ..so the uncle hike up da price. But wat to do,u have to show some appreciation to ur teacher..hahaha.. So today was a peaceful day, no angst and whatever from the teacher Madam Lyudmila ..she smiled and smiled and smiled left us pretty much to ourselves and let us bergosip like M.A.D haha . The topic for today was about Siti and Dato' K, 2 of my classmates are hardcores. Both were quite disappointed with CT's choice. And later,we talked about Erra n Yusree.And then about Mawi's riches. Before rounding up the gosip about other artistes..Haha..And then it was time to go home.. Wot a luverly luverly day..

~~[S U R V E Y -tag by hata05.blogspot.com]~~

Q: Whos the 4th person on your received call list?
A: InaBucuk

Q: Whats your main ringtone on your phone?
A: Daylight of Konoha used to be a funny clip ahaha

Q: What were you doing at midnight last night?
A: Berforum

Q: What did the last text message on your cell phone say
A: Ni nak balik tido,hepi,ridiculous..tak ingat dah

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
A: My own bed...

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
A: Black with floral pattern haha

Q: Most recent movie that you watched?
A: Baik punya cilok--Awie is a disappointment to watch

Q: Name 3 things that you have on you at all times?
A: My phone,My Room Key,My Backpack (full of important stuffs)

Q: What's the color of your bedsheets?
A: Yellow and pink..

Q: How much cash do you have on you right now?
A: 438.21 Hrivna

Q: What is your favorite part of the chicken?
A: DRUMSTICKKKKKK..sila jgn berebut..

Q: What's your favorite town/city?
A: Seremban,the best place on earth..hoho,this is where my family resides

Q: I can't wait to (till)...?
A: the month of june.. Goin back to Malaysia meet my family and close frens. And cant wait to bertakut elektif in Seremban GH

Q: When was the last time you saw your mom?
A: 6 months ago..huhu..on webcam last week

Q:When was the last time you saw your dad?
A: Erm..6 months ago. On webcam,few weeks before last week

Q: When was the last time you talked to them?
A: Saturday/Sunday..

Q: What did you have for dinner last night?
A: Ikan Karp Sweet sour,soya meat sambal

Q: How long have you been at your current job?
A: As a lazy bum-a lifetime,a daughter-like forever,medical student-3 blessed years

Q: Look to your left. What's there?
A: the wall,with lotsa reminders time to do this,birthdays,phone nos,timetable,an array of pics

Q: Who is the last person you spent over $50 on?
A: Wawa,for her birthday 4/3

Q: What's the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
A: Operation T shoes,medical cap from Chik

Q: What website(s) do you visit the most during the day?
A: The blogs of my fellow bloggers and forum and a couple of other blogs and narutofan

Q: Do you have an air freshener in your car?
A: No,my mom doesnt like the smell of air freshener..

Q: Do you have plants in your room?
A: Potpourri? <-not plant sila sedar. Yeah,a potted plant..

Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?

A: Yeah,my eyes..huhu..lecture hall strained

Q: What city was your last taxi cab ride in?

A: On saturday,centre

Q: Do you own a camera phone?

A: Yeah..

Q: What's your favorite drink?

A: MILO ice, Iced Lemon tea,nescafe.. and varieties of juices..

Q: Recent time you were really upset?

A: Hmm,by Kassim? and Kassim's fren? Ahaha

Q: Have you been in love with anyone?

A: No..but I do seriously love Prince William..haha talk about contradiction

Q: Who do you think will repost this?

A: Every GUBU-ans (hahahaah) and ANI as soon as she arrives in Msia and Eva.

Small porcelain shoes from Germany cum bday present

Hazlina gave me this,thanx a bunch yar

Anemia...

Belajar sekejap..berLaKonNnNNnNn

Ni la masa2 bergosip----muahahah----

yours truly..

Today's pics' theme is warmify..hehe

Love,I got the feeling to laze around,
Nadrah

2006-03-04T23:41:00.000-08:00

Diary w picture: Circa last friday

These pictures are supposed to be published last friday but due to series of unfortunate events I couldnt upload any of it. And to add another insult to the injury..I forgot to snap the saikotik makcik's face.Lets begin early in the morning,when I woke up at 5.55am

Being tagged..first thing I did- one round of bloghopping

715am--going to skool,.dgn semangat waja

It was a rainy-rainy day..snow in da nite,rain in da morning

Role call by Madam Chernorotova..nmpkkah rambut itu?

Everyone of us were given two films each,hence heated arguments follow..what disease n characteristic bla bla

Mine. Sapa tau ni xray tuk penyakit aper?Quiz of d day

The class ended earlier than usual,1 hour 30 minutes.Dont kno where to go so we went to my classmate' s house berlagha

Synchronized head turning---watching the pacifier

12pm,went to the center,forgot to snap pic due to the excitement haha

1pm went to Silpo..this was where I was harrased by the old-cursing-aunty..hehe

3pm arrived at home,sleeping heavenly..hehehe

4-2 am -The rest of the day were all in blur. technicolor hehe..

_---_

On a different note, during meeting today my frens from fourth hostel namely dewob,shireen,kakjuni,fit n fatin gave me Mimi the 2nd. Haha,for my birthday.Erm tenkiu guys tho it's already March..hehe its de thought dat counts.Mmmuaxxxx..

Mimi the 2nd,or ada sesapa nak beri nama?

The Birthday card from Mamee's postcard..Ada kissable pic of Mawi hihi

Artistically fantastic..MmoOowahh

Love,hehe..Ok,
Nadrah

2006-03-03T12:02:00.001-08:00

A series of unfortunate events in pictures N S.U.R.V.E.Y

1) What did you eat today?
Sadin kari,sayur campor,ikan goweng..

2) If you are given a chance, where would you like to study?
UK kot..cam seronok sajer..banyak entertainment..Mesir pasal murah

3) And why is that so?
Oops dah terjawab kat atas

4) How are you feeling now?
Depressed sebab salji again,rasa nak antar je salji ni gi Jordan

5) When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday,reading someone's letter to his mom~~ (Uwaa)

6) Who is on your mind?
Smashing Melon boley?

7) Are you a sensitive person?
Yep,quite..very..n yeah yeah I m sensitive..

8) Do you wanna get married?
Yer..nak

9) Describe love
L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very2 extraordinary
E is even more that the one you adore can ... LOVE

10) What will you do after this?
Readying..and get ready hehe..

11) Where will you be after exam?
Check computer then straight away gracefully to my bed eheheh

12) Are you happy with your life?
Yeah..currently yeah..so happy

13) Last topic you studied?
Lung--croupous pneumonia ,focal pneumonia dan segala lah berkaitan xray

14) Latest facial wash you are using?
Saint Ives facial wash

15) handphone brand?
Motorola forever..

16) Honeymoon spot?
Mana2lah yg ada tiket kapal terbang..yg penting best

17) Waiting for a miracle to happen?
I dont mind waiting..so yeah..miracles tolonglah menjelma..

18) What are you wearing now?
TShirt and pants ..

19) Feeling homesick?
Yes,miss my family so much.Yesterday was my youngest sis' besday..Miss the fun of ignoring her birthday until the las minit or being the first to wish (ikutla kalo dapat jadik first terus la wish kalo ada org dah wish..buat dogknow..sampai dia tanya..ekeke..dan merajuk)

20) Last person you kissed?
Zainul..biasa OK ompuan bercium..

21) Do you believe in God?
Sure.. Sure.. Sure..

22) Song that is playing in your mind?
Cuppy cake song ~~ Snoogum Boogum u r

23) favourite subject in school?
elementary school : tafsir,alam manusia,hadis
secondary school : add math,PSI
medical school : microbiology,all pathos and hehe am developing the love to study surgery

24) do you hate anyone?
hmm,i hate anyone who try to mess my family n frens~

25) last person you talked to on the phone?
Wawa,suh buka pintu..pintu terkunci

26) favourite ice cream flavour?
Stroberi all the time,choc,mint..

27) say something about yourself
Would really love to say I am an introvert..but then u guys know me..eheh

28) say something to the guy/gal you like
Hmm I like you do you like me in return..

Due to another case of unfortunate event, I cannot upload todays pic to my computer due to malfunction of whateva i didnt really grasped it.Will try to do it tomoro..haiii...Lemony Snicket please write my story for me..

Gamba Hiasan semata2,kerana takde gamba nak diletak

Love,walau dicursed oleh makcik tua, Nadrah