Tuesday, March 13, 2018

Bila rindu telah hilang

Tiba pekat malam
Ku menunduk
Ku zahirkan kerinduanku
Sekeping hamparan
Tapi penuh hingar
Ku tatap sunyi
Jari jariku menari
Mencari sekelumit rindu

Perginya rinduku
Dibawa pekat malam

Ku tidak lagi merindu
Kau yang jauh

Saturday, November 26, 2016



Now i have 5 niece and nephews ( 2 gals and 3 boys)

I really love them. I hope one day I have one of my own.

Friday, November 25, 2016


so well one of my best friend who just got married is probably expecting.

Glad for her.

As for me, I am the one who chose this journey..

Tuesday, November 22, 2016



I am in the LRT to Asia Jaya from KLCC. So many people not yet 5pm;  yet the coaches are full. I wanna buy meself a new bag..but must wait for gaji. Wishing my husband to get his Pakar increment this Dec, then prolly I can get meself an extra dough. Haha.

Since starting masters , with no locum I have yet to buy a branded handbag for myself. Sigh.

I looked with envy to those of the same grade with me yet flaunting all these nice designer bags. So jelly.

There is an old man when offered to sit he decline. I hope nobody posted my face to SNS site ya

Monday, November 21, 2016


I think at many points of life you asked yourself the ultimate question.

What is it? What made you last till this?

I dont really have an answer

Well quick update
I am married now . 2 years on the road. No child yet . Living like a quaker from the olden books. Pfft.

Most of the bloggers that I stalked. Had had kids. Dzurina even upped herself by owning several cafes. I wish she lemme read her blogs. I really love that popcornelvis gal's rants doodle and everything.

Peej also has a daughter now

Kakmin has the ever funny ee

Bakkusan with 2 ..

Irna got 2 kids.

Yeah yeah everybody got one and the lost goes on. Point is if I continue to be like this..am not going to know when my turn will come tho.

Life is not as what I had imagine it will be when I was 24 nor when I was 26

But I get by.

Facebook used to be my favourite page. Now no more. Knowing no sweet messages will be left for me nor sweet comments nor anything.

So here I am , alone in PJ getting by.

I have a diary now. I poured my ultimate secret in it.  Maturing eh?

Sunday, December 31, 2006

Friday, December 22, 2006


I think this is my last post. And i oso think I love blogging but then again once in a while i donno wether i really love blogging or there's some other factor why I blogged. But nevertheless I am happy wif the frens that I had gathered along the way. Maybe or maybe not I will write again once in a while but till then, so long everyone.

Nad Nad